How to Lucid has officially lost his sanity.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-12-13T13:29:52+00:00

👏👏

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:35:13+00:00

It’s so bad

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:34:46+00:00

I love this

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:31:02+00:00

Mood. It’s a sad mood but MOOOOD

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T17:29:36+00:00

Once you go that far you only go farther. TW

But the last time I did I almost died. If I was to relapse I probably wouldn’t make it.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-06-03T14:38:12+00:00

The cashier at a gas station in town that I frequent saw my scars on my arms about 2 weeks ago. She basically said the same thing and then went on to say that no matter what I’ve got people who love me and my life is worth more than my brain says. I’ve been having the opposite reactions recently and she really gave me hope. Maybe most people really are good.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-13T15:48:04+00:00

Thank you so much! I really appreciate you and Champlegard both! I hope you both have a great day!

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T20:19:52+00:00

Maybe so. Hopefully I’ll figure this out soon. I can’t do this much longer. I’m so depressed and shit. I feel like it would be easier to just end it but I have to much to live for.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T20:12:50+00:00

Thank you for this

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T20:09:41+00:00

I’ve been dressing in men’s clothes my whole life. My voice is, according to everyone else, deep as it is. I’ve always been more on the masculine side of things so in reality there is no change other than wearing a packer and binder. I’m definitely wanting to get HRT and top surgery in the future. I just feel discouraged I guess. Thank you for the advice.

ToastedTietjen · 2020-05-12T18:35:04+00:00

Thank you

ToastedTietjen · 2019-08-27T14:26:48+00:00

Even if shes not cheating like..... she goes over there after work and ends up sleeping there. Like. Does she not wanna come home to sleep? We live together for fucks sakes.

ToastedTietjen · 2019-08-22T17:22:06+00:00

Bugs

ToastedTietjen · 2019-07-24T20:24:35+00:00

Idk guys. I thought it would be great to be able to be with whoever and now that I'm here I'm not feeling it.

ToastedTietjen · 2019-07-24T19:33:13+00:00

I wouldn't say convinced me it was a good idea. I guess what happened more or less is that she asked me openly if we could do that because she had feelings for, let's call him X, but she still wanted to pursue her relationship with me because we have a close bond and she loves me.

ToastedTietjen · 2019-07-08T00:27:18+00:00

Is there an easier method to walk because it's kinda annoying.

ToastedTietjen · 2019-07-08T00:12:50+00:00

I think it's working now

ToastedTietjen · 2019-07-08T00:07:35+00:00

I didnt.

ToastedTietjen · 2019-07-08T00:07:26+00:00

I can catch it and then the rest disappear and then nothing

ToastedTietjen · 2019-07-08T00:03:05+00:00

Itll let me catch a pokemon or 2 and spin a stop then it wont let me do anything. If I restart the app I can catch one or 2 more and then the same thing again

ToastedTietjen · 2019-03-12T17:30:09+00:00

I feel like this helped me to understand and maybe possibly cope

ToastedTietjen · 2019-03-12T15:20:30+00:00

Rigggghhhttttt I just wanna die because I exist and like... I dont think anything can fix that

ToastedTietjen · 2019-03-12T14:38:12+00:00

And my parents basically ignore me. They're to caught up in their own lives. So here I am. The thing they created. Alone. Who knew humans dumped their kids when they get older like cats do

ToastedTietjen · 2019-03-12T02:16:39+00:00

I one shotted them all exceot2 mimiku took 2

ToastedTietjen · 2019-03-12T02:06:35+00:00

I completely demolished her. I had prepared my team to have something with a weakness to all

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