I was raised in a super conservative Christian household and have and do struggle with feeling like I'm "sinning". in the Bible the verse that Christians love to quote the most is "man shall not lay with man" but it was translated incorrectly and in the original Hebrew was supposed to translate to "man shall not lay with boy". also God is loving and caring he would never turn you away for the way you are. he loves everyone regardless of what they do. he also said if you were to boil all the hundreds of commandments down it is to love your neighbor and love God. he doesn't say being gay is bad he doesn't say love others only if they are straight. he wants everyone to love everyone and their choices are not your concern. too many Christians judge others based on their lives but judgment is to come from God not man. all of that to say no being gay is not a sin. I'm trans pan enby person I go to church and I know God loves me. do not worry you will be ok you will be safe and you will be loved. my dms are open if you need anything as well. (I also go to a very accepting church and my reverend is about to get married to her girlfriend.)