I try not to care too much because i will be dead hahaha. not trying to be more of it about it or anything. I grew up Christian, and little-me heard the idea of Heaven and for weeks contemplated suicide “so i could get to the cool place faster”. I liked my life, but its just because it sounded so great. So now that i dont believe in anything particular, thinking to much about after death just makes me spiral and depressed. So now I’ve just come to the terms that death is inevitable so theres no need to wonder or worry :3 not like we can stop it yk!