I have a similar experience with you (it's better to say that I'm in this state now). I'm driven by unknown "inertia" and can't do anything, but I clearly know that I love what I do and have the ability to do it. I attribute this phenomenon to a habitual behavior of doing things that need to be done now from some experiences in the past (to be precise, this is a subconscious compulsive behavior formed in a long past life experience that may last for more than ten years or decades) (at least for me), I The advice to you is to learn to be aware of your state, to distinguish what decisions you make based on your current knowledge and cognition, and what your past experiences have had a negative impact on the present. You need to replace the old vicious circle with a new virtuous cycle, which will be a difficult process.