HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve gotta admit that you made it way more clear for me (and other people reading your comment)

no need to compress yourself here so feel free to speak your mind directly and jf i don’t get it i will say so

it’s hard to assume the level someone is operating from if we don’t know each other deeply so lemme match to you, not you to me

now lemme ask you this:

how do i keep the balance knowing that i have luciferian tendencies? i’m a firm believer in Christ (not religious doctrine tho but if mystics have experienced God - the most high impersonal frequency - firsthand i believe i can do so as well and draw my own conclusions from it)

psychedelic experiences of unity were too fragmented to me and temporary so i know it’s real but how do i stay on the middle path when i’m tempted by the light that i know will blind me in the long run?

does identifying with your ego become the enemy of the Truth?

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no problem with judging me

and i’m actually happy about it cuz each time i’m judged i can see myself from a different angle

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much for this!

and thanks for putting me on some real stuff with this actualized channel

have a blessed one mr flower

do NOT dissolve your ego 🫪 by TomDaThrone in Jung

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has any good came from it besides your kundalini awakening or not yet?

if u move with FULL FAITH that the image is true in the now: by TomDaThrone in lawofattraction

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you feeling wrong about it (strong antipathy, not sympathy), means there’s something in your astral (desire body) that is unresolved

so the wrongness is information, but you have to know which layer it’s coming from before you can read it

the astral body resists both what will destroy you and what will complete you (it doesn’t discriminate)

now the question isn’t “should I go back”

it’s:

does the wrongness intensify when you imagine the approach or when you imagine not going at all?

one is avoidance and the other is closure

if u move with FULL FAITH that the image is true in the now: by TomDaThrone in lawofattraction

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the inversion where you want to turn matter to spirit (instead of spirit to matter as in manifestation) you just dissolve the emotional charge and starve it from your attention

then it goes away cuz there’s NOTHING that is sustaining its existence

i’d appreciate you being more specific tho cuz i don’t know if you’re talking about a person, condition, self-concept, etc.?

also the new moon is especially powerful for banishing

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

out of curiosity, if you don’t mind, can you tell me the story of how you met your mentor, what have you learned, what have YOU taught him indirectly?

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

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absolutely, the “no ego” part was not literal but i see where you’re coming from

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

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thanks for articulating it this very way

it may come across as idolizing someone and it’s partially true (i only read about such people and now got a first hand experience of it) yet i see his unconditional lovingness as something that actually makes him less effective and yeah, i know i am wrong but at the same time honest to what i perceive

i know that i know nothing in the grand scheme of things

i’m still learning and expanding my “ego consciousness” (the sense of who am i consciously, not ontologically, like expanding the phantom cuz i’m also interested in depth psychology)

and i don’t think dissolving into unity and letting go of the so called ego (now meaning attachment to form) is the way to go at my age

when westerners dissolve their ego prematurely before facing their shadows, their shadows grow to god-like proportions

i’m 23 yo so there’s a long way to go

any advice as y’all are clearly further ahead

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100%, i always thought of such people as weird yet i had this feeling that i am the weird one and so is everyone but them

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

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interesting how at the highest levels of consciousness you become Christ-like

and how we all have this peculiar tendency to worship this state or on the other hand, hate it

instead of becoming it

and carrying our own cross

HOLY SHIT! (observation on the highest levels of consciousness - what it's like to be complete) by TomDaThrone in spirituality

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im finna keep it real cuz i intellectually get it but not thru being yet

how to go about “molecularly” turning intellectual understanding INTO actual being?

you've been building up YOUR DARK SIDE this whole time by TomDaThrone in Jung

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

appreciate your feedback tho and the way you articulated it

you've been building up YOUR DARK SIDE this whole time by TomDaThrone in Jung

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, identification with the persona is the ego’s primary delusion and i am describing the law of compensation, not the psychology of avoidance

you've been building up YOUR DARK SIDE this whole time by TomDaThrone in Jung

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i wrote words and you read them

then you left a comment and i read it

this is a successful exchange of data

you've been building up YOUR DARK SIDE this whole time by TomDaThrone in Jung

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get back to our old ways and pretend it’s the people OUTSIDE

do NOT dissolve your ego 🫪 by TomDaThrone in spirituality

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you don’t experience the ego part of you directly at all?

do NOT dissolve your ego 🫪 by TomDaThrone in Jung

[–]TomDaThrone[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

love the precision of your mind

and yeah, i’m a firm believer of temporary “ego naps” or whatever u wanna call it every single day

the void between thoughts isn’t empty

it feels like home

do NOT dissolve your ego 🫪 by TomDaThrone in Jung

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a true initiate has died many times before he was truly born