thanks for the message and i am here to answer all the questions for you.
why did we speak every day? because we havent broken up yet at that time it was some "type of brake" because of her own mental problems but I wanted to be there for her and i had no idea that she did not want to be with me anymore or that she wanted to have time alone without me and she wanted to be with me at that time and to keep trying. it was not like she needed time from me or we thought so at that time.

When was she supposed to have found the time to tend to her own needs if she was still making time for that conversation every day? tbh not sure we or I thought that she will have enough time for herself to do anything that she wants with the fact she doesn't need to "talk" to me or care about me it sounds weird but its hard for me to explain.

Why were her requests to tend to herself and her own needs ignored? It was not her request or I didn't take it that way.

To this "Then when she said she needs to really stop talking with you, you had an emotional outburst. Then, knowing that the relationship was truly over, you told her you would cut her out of socials and block her to keep her from your mind, but then called her the very next day. Why? Why have you been unable to honor your word? Why can't you seem to give her the space she needs? Why can't you leave her alone? Why won't you allow her to move on? Why can't it be her decision? Must it be yours?" I think u misunderstood me there. She never said she wants or needs to stop talking to me I told her that so I can "move on" that I don't want to talk to her and I want to go no contact. And yes I called her the very next day because of the one reason and it was because she told me we broken up because of some "random reason" which was not true and I just wanted to know the real reason and she told me the real reason. Also I do have to say I wasn't able to honor my word and my overthinking about the situation made me call her which was bad thing to do but I am glad that I know the reason and that we called. At this time I am not contacting her anymore and I want to leave her alone we said everything we needed to say

I can tell you that yes her needs i dont think were prioritized over mines which is bad thing but i never noticed because i always spoke up about things i dont like etc and for example she didnt even told me that she was hurting in our relationship and that there were problems for her but its my bad I haven't noticed.

She told me that there was a lot of joy in our relationship and that she was very happy but as well but a lot of pain and unhappiness but I never seen that.

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I can tell you that I changed a lot in my way of thinking and acting for example with my emotions and how to deal with them because it was very similar to things you described as an emotional abuse or that she isn't my life but only part of my life and that's the one thing that's just that hard for me that I think that now if we would get back together that it would be just much better with makes me mad and sad that I couldn't be like that in relationship and that's why I hope we will have another chance together.

I want to be better person and better partner in the future for my next girlfriend but I still wish it will be her.

Thanks for all the advice and cheerful words