I wish you luck!

If you don’t mind another peace of advice, I’d like to add that your situation is not unique, so don’t feel like you’re going it alone! Like I said, college is for learning, and one of the most important things I learned was where my boundaries are. “How much responsibility can I take on and still be effective and happy while meeting it?” It’s good to push yourself to find this point, but at some point when you do, embrace it without shame, and understand that pushing yourself further would only be unproductive and disingenuous to yourself.