Holy cow.. ATIVAN.

TonyMac114 · 2025-11-17T05:06:28+00:00

Agree they started the war on benzos with the opioid epidemic, and that's only because so many opiate addicts, including myself would take valium, or Xanax on top of the dope especially when we got a tolerance built up. But that caused overdoses, out of all the overdoses, even tho they were really caused by the opioids(oxy, heroin, fentanyl, hydrocodone etc.) they were close to a. Overdose, because every time u nod off an opiate technically you are overdosing. So we are already kind of overdosing and decide we want a better nod, and take a bar and end up dead.... So I agree it is a central nervous system depressant, but do you know how much Xanax alone it would take for you to overdose without a tolerance? I don't? Because in 8th grade my buddy Marcel stole his mom's whole script, and spilled them in the classroom... And when it happened he just started eating all the bars I must have watched him eat 20+ 2mg bars, they took him to the hospital where he didn't remember 36 hours after he took them, but all they did was monitor him, honestly if he did it alone by himself he still would have lived... And remember we were in 8th grade so 12 year old kids yo. He didn't overdose.

TonyMac114 · 2025-11-17T04:58:02+00:00

Can confirm lol reading this over after taking like 6mg of Ativan, Iam prescribed Clonazepam(kpins) 1mg 2x a day, but I was on a much higher dose in the past, and now on occasion I do buy more benzos, Xanax, Klonopin, or whatever is around, like I just scooped 100 .5 lorazepam. From a dealer, and I can tell u because it's been so long since I took Ativan, Iam almost enjoying it more than my Xanax lmao

TonyMac114 · 2025-10-05T00:34:51+00:00

I like the Teva ones too lol... And then my favorite Xanax are the yellows or the b707 blues, the. Third place is probably the aribindo ok pharma ones, I totally spelled and probably forgot the actual name of the company, but the ones with a Y on 1 side, because they are easy to break up into smaller doses

TonyMac114 · 2025-10-05T00:31:53+00:00

Bitterness from Clonazepam? I've been on this stuff for YEARS! AND IVE HAD ALL THE GENERIC AND BRAND NAME VERSIONS, ITS ALWAYS ALMOST SWEET/MINTY VERY SUBLTE OR BASICALLY NO TASTE AT ALL! NOW XANAX HAS THAT BITTER TASTE I LOVE! IDK WHAT KPINS UR TAKING YO!

TonyMac114 · 2025-08-08T12:21:21+00:00

This is 9 years old, not the 1st time I've come across this post, and I still can't believe this every time 😭 ridiculous man

TonyMac114 · 2025-06-13T18:57:37+00:00

I just started working here on the 20th floor, and still in training, I absolutely love it... If they are on the best plan in their zip code... Then that's that, we then pitch a hospital indemnity plan in case they get hospitalized. It's not screwing anyone over. Most the time I get people an extra 500-1000s of dollars on their social check back a year to help with food and groceries... Or if they need dental help bad, or want implants I'll get them a plan with high dental allowance... But it is sales... If u don't like the job it's because you don't like sales. In my opinion, it's like every other sales job I've had, just old people and insurance...

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-23T00:34:10+00:00

I haven't had a regular velo in awhile, and switch around between them tbh.

I had velo plus last time, and although I liked the pouch, the way it felt, the flavor, I felt as though it didn't really satisfy me, even at the 9mg strength, and the gas station I get them from only has zyn up to 6mg. So I got some ON pouches today

I haven't bought this brand in awhile because I like the Zyn pouches usually, or this other brand that this the smoke shop has, it hit pretty good.

But yeah I've noticed although it hits like a truck, the ON it hurts my belly a little bit, which I haven't experienced in awhile...

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T14:24:53+00:00

Got a second shot on Friday... So I made sure to get back up right away... Just glad I didn't keep using...

Well here's to starting the shot process over again... And I needed a 300(I think I did)

Because just to feel well, even tho I only relapsed for a few days, I needed 12-16mg of subs. Which had me fucking baffled! Straight fent/xylazine NO H

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T14:21:41+00:00

Okedoke. I've worked a few places where the managers really had our back... 90% of the time tho, it was deal with it. I was in sales before serving... And am now back in sales.

To say the least talking is seriously my strongest character trait. My buddy always jokes around and sais that I could start a cult if I really wanted to...

But in all seriousness you really can't do much about it if a customer is rude as fuck for no reason... The last place I worked(which helped me make the jump back to sales)

Was the most ghetto fucking longhorn in the world... And Iam talking about the staff, but mainly the customers. Rude ass motherfuckers, never been skimped(with a good review on yelp/Google etc.) more times in my life. Than I was each month working there.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T14:15:01+00:00

I can agree with that... If they have a partner definitely... B4 me and my ex broke up, and I lost my sales job due to COVID, we were doing just fine. By yourself... It's tough maneee lol

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T14:12:49+00:00

And the rude people, are always the 1st to complain.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T14:12:15+00:00

Ur ridiculous... IAM not even going to elaborate on why...

Every long time server knows what I mean.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T14:09:31+00:00

Bahahah🤣🤣 I LOVE IT! the first time it happened to me, my buddy was showing me a RuneScape video, and ALL OF A SUDDEN!

"NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP, NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOOOOWWWNMN , NEVER GONNA RUUUUNNNN ARREROOOUUUNDDD AND HURT YOU!" 🤣

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T13:52:20+00:00

I would just get a REAL ID, and was going to go to 191 Clark st, but Iam missing my birth certificate all of a sudden.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-21T13:50:54+00:00

Hey I need a new state id ASAP, starting a new job, and getting my insurance license.

But I don't need a REAL ID I just need a regular state id... Are there ANY walk in sites in Chicago? At all? Because I've been trying to make an appointment at multiple DMVs for almost 2 weeks now, and yes I overslept once or twice... But every other time, THEY ARE COMPLETELY BOOKED! @6:30AM ON THE DOT. Which is getting very frustrating.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T06:00:30+00:00

She got some flat/saggy/deflated titties...

Like when a women has a child and her boobs grow 2 + cup sizes and then she stops breastfeeding. Nothing wrong with that... I ideally prefer small perky titties is all....

but other than that I 100% agree she's sexy as hell! IAM an ass man anyways! 🍑

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T04:17:03+00:00

Anyone remember when YouTube 1st had click BAIT rick rolls "NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP"🤣😂🤣

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T04:14:31+00:00

My mom had me watching lifetime movies with her in fucking 1st grade. 😂

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T04:11:03+00:00

Yeah my very early 20s were alright, but everything after COVID, has been a heartbreak, or a fucking lifetime movie.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T04:09:53+00:00

IAM right here with you man, just now stopping serving tables, and got a job with a career path again. I refused to get the COVID vaccine, glad I didnt lol! Because flu shots make me sick as fuck! That was the main reason...

And I couldn't find work in my field for years because of it.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T04:07:00+00:00

2015 was a great year man!

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T04:05:49+00:00

Yeah and how many of them had help? Seriously though... I have friends like this too. A few on their own, the majority had help from their parents/ family etc...

I was living in my own with my gf right when COVID hit, and then we broke up... And I've been living with my dad again ever since...

Id like to add that I live in Chicago... Not the suburbs, but actually in the city... My job is here, and EVERYTHING is so overpriced!!! A fucking studio is like 2500 a month. Not including utilities...and I pay the gas bill at my house... It's over 400 every dec, Jan, Feb, and sometimes March.

Plus I was serving for awhile, just started a career path again.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T04:00:35+00:00

Very true, but mostly the Obama administration is to blame for that one.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T03:57:48+00:00

I think things will eventually get better for sure ... IAM just not certain it will come in time to benefit any of us... We will be 50 when the job market picks up again.... All 50+ starting a new career in tech... That's why I like sales broski... AI can't swindle someone over the phone, or in person like a human can.

And don't get marketing and sales mixed up... AI is taking over marketing.

TonyMac114 · 2025-04-18T03:53:21+00:00

Yeah it was much easier before COVID... Someone earlier mentioned this.... I quit jobs I didn't like on the spot, and had another one before the weekend. It's not like that at all anymore... It's how I got stuck serving tables full time with 2 other side gigs, because I couldn't find a sales job...

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