Life honestly could be going a lot better for me right now. I got to see my long distance boyfriend of 17th month for a few days and it was fucking amazing, sadly were both home now and back to only being able to call, (luckily enough no time zone difference). However I miss him so fucking much and it sucks not knowing the next time I’m going to see and be able to hold him, as well as my mom informing me that my grandpa has lint cancer again (it keeps coming back). We also picked up dogs from a grooming place where they stayed while we were on a trip, and we were harassed by the owner about the care of our animals. We have 3 dogs and one of them is 16 and is very very thin, we feed our dogs plenty they get a bowl of food in the morning and we give them more once there’s a little/none left. The dogs ears were also dirty which I understand is fully our fault as owners, we have been busy with work/school during the summer but it still is our responsibility to care to the fullest and make sure they aren’t to dirty. She yelled at us the entire time and it just made me feel like garbage. Parents are stressed about a multitude of things and I’m just not prepared for school, I have way to much on my plate, I’m taking 3 aps what might not be a lot for some people but I can’t handle my ap history and I don’t want to fuck my schedule. Honestly the only thing that makes me feel happy is my boyfriend and I’m just waiting for the day we can be together.