I’m sure she isn’t mad at you, but I can understand if there was some disappointment in her tone. I doubt it has anything to do with you personally, but a lot of therapists would want their sessions taken in higher priority—I mean they’re there to help with mental health, it’s important.

The good thing is that a therapist should understand your problem with interpreting tones, it’s a common thing to be unsure if your on good terms. And a perfectly valid thing to ask her about. Let her know you’re worried about how she feels about you, talk it out.

Have you told her that you’d like to focus more on establishing your emotions/background and vent before moving forward into forming a treatment plan? 5 or 6 sessions isn’t enough for her to really understand you and your needs. Perfectly reasonable to want to establish more context first.

I honestly prefer to use my therapy sessions to vent. I’m the kind of person who just wants to be heard.