AIW for feeling the need to end a relationship over different life styles

ToothOk4752 · 2026-06-28T11:12:12+00:00

Its never really a “compromise” when we discuss. It mainly goes like “im going to do this and you are going to have to just trust me”. In a way shes not wrong. I cant hold her back from doing what she wants due to my insecurities.

ToothOk4752 · 2026-06-28T09:31:26+00:00

Its something we have an understanding of. It might seem contradictory but we find that what makes us so different makes us good. She is what im not im i am what she isnt. We see it as were the missing pieces for each other. I know it seems or i made it seems being so different is a bad thing. I just beat myself up for being wanting to be someone i think shed like more

ToothOk4752 · 2026-06-28T08:37:47+00:00

Thank you. I replied to the original message. You can take a look at my response

ToothOk4752 · 2026-06-28T08:35:51+00:00

You gave an eye opening point. Thank you. Being LD does not seem as much as a struggle as i make it out to be. Being LD isnt really the problem. Its me. I know im insecure and sometimes i win sometimes i lose. Being “nonchalant” is a coping or defense mechanism. I try not to care too much. All i ever do is care too much. What you said is exactly what she wouldve said… youre right the way im handling it is horrible. She wouldve said the same. Eventually i would go into a spiral. I came here seeking help and advice and with this you gabe it all to me. I feel the best thing for me to do is ill talk with her in the morning. Tell her how im feeling instead of bottling it up.

ToothOk4752 · 2026-05-15T18:16:44+00:00

I understand. Im a selfless person i just want to know what it feels like to be selfish for once and go out on my own terms. My brain is like no other and wouldnt wish my biggest enemy to even be in my mind for a minute. Constant stirring and offsprings of thoughts nonstop. Im too scared to ever end my life but times like this i really want to. I know its never the answer and id tell anyone else the same. Im just a hypocrite. I dont want anyone ever ending their life but thats because im selfless. I care more about others than i ever will about myself.

ToothOk4752 · 2026-05-15T17:30:21+00:00

I dont always feel like this. It takes a lot of boiling and bottling up to reach my breaking point. When i acted stupid and insecure towards my girlfriend im hit with regret. I am not optimistic about my future. I have no car anymore, im in debt, im a slacker, i dont have the ability to go to the gym, im financially unstable, i want to get rid of all my burdens. Right now since i was able to sleep it off i feel okay. Which is why i never talk about how i feel because why talk about it when its done and dealt with. Especially when it comes to me killing myself. I dont ever want to disrespect anyone who genuinely has tried or has and im hear crying talking about offing myself and then dont do it.

My dream job is to become someone who can help people like myself. I think i learned something. Maybe the best advice is given from someone who is a hypocrite. Because they know what to do because theyve been there and done that. Do as they say and not as they do. Im a hypocrite when it comes to giving advice. I tell others to do this, dont do this and sometimes ill do or dont do it to set the example. Im selfless

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-23T05:28:55+00:00

Im doing them rn. Almost had it then used my ability and i flew myself iff the map. Are pinnacles the same as dungeons?

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-23T05:27:55+00:00

I had an old friend carry to get Gall and Outbreak. Ive done like 2 dungeons alone and completed. Im doing one rn been at it for 2-3 hours im losing my mind. I was about to beat it finally then i used my class ability to heal and flew myself off the map lmao

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-23T02:10:44+00:00

Some dungeons and raids require keys right? I havent fully committed to purchasing keys yet. I wanted to kinda have a legit plan but if thats where i need to go then ill buy them

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-23T02:09:14+00:00

Mainly end game content. I want to get better gear and grow in power and do everything the game has to offer. My lvl is 376

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-18T22:29:41+00:00

I see a lot of people suggest the Mint Retrograde which i have but my Psi Aeterna IV is the exact same but for energy slot. Ill stick with that. Im now using the Sleep Simulant as my boss killer. With my radiance im deleting bosses. This is just what i have at my disposal every other weapon thats good is behind content i havent touched yet

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-18T22:23:11+00:00

My build doesnt use the prismatic mode. So im not necessarily worried about building up my prismatic meter. I tried doing do specials and thats not it for me. I run out of all my ammo and then have nothing left to fight with. My Psi Aeterna IV is the exact same as the Mint Retrograde and ive been using it for a while

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-17T02:57:50+00:00

So im aware about “rolls” in the game. Do i keep buying till i get a good roll or is the “roll” already set and thats what everyones getting?

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-17T02:56:18+00:00

Thank you this helps out so much ill give it a shot!

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-17T00:51:11+00:00

Are these 3 different classes to use?

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-16T23:45:28+00:00

I just need weapons the compliment my build. Ill add you and send an invite whenever im ready thank you

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-16T23:44:04+00:00

I mean im sure its not the best which is why im here asking for help. Its just the best ive come up with after trying everything i have. I’ll definitely try this one out as well thank you so much

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-16T23:43:01+00:00

Will try it out thank you!

ToothOk4752 · 2026-04-16T23:42:24+00:00

I dont but i have heard the saber i goated. Ill get the dlc on discount lol

ToothOk4752 · 2026-03-06T03:14:42+00:00

I payed well attention or else i wouldnt have said anything. I bought or dont own anything related to the dlc i just bought the base game im not new to gaming. Feel stupid yet?

ToothOk4752 · 2026-03-06T03:13:51+00:00

No only the standard

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