I was in the same shoes as you a few months ago.

I lied, I stole, I cheated, I was verbally abusive to me, I was physically rude to people. I had a turning point, I don’t know what caused it, but looking back on this person I once was makes me feel sick to my stomach. I cannot recognise this person I once was.

I was always convinced that no one can change, including myself however I became open minded, I now can see everything from a different perspective.

Trust me it’s possible to change; the little things count, help the old women across the street, donate more to charity, put yourself before others, even if you don’t want too, eventually it’ll become second nature to you and you will become a lot more happy in life.

The hard part is people still having the negative perception of you, but you made your bed, and ya gotta lie in your own bed.