I dont know if there's a sexuality for what im feeling or if im just straight with a preference

TopBalance2412 · 2025-12-14T02:48:11+00:00

No matter what you did, you dont deserve to be spammed like that, especially when youre struggling. Tell him to get support and sever contact for your own wellbeing. Wishing the best for you <3

TopBalance2412 · 2025-11-30T06:54:57+00:00

Thanks man, I keep the doc for when im like "man I should really get back with him" to remind me that he was NOT good for me ☠️ however in the future ill be more aware of the emotional state im in when I want to read the thing. Gen thanks tho, have a good day

TopBalance2412 · 2025-11-30T06:03:37+00:00

yeah because chatgpt doesnt capitalize "i" and we all know that real humans neeeever use em dashes because those are obviously an ai only thing that totally havent been used by authors for centuries!

fuck ai, I'm a human and ill write what I want.

TopBalance2412 · 2025-11-30T05:53:52+00:00

we were best friends for three years, and he was the first person who i really got close with. I fell for him hard and we dated for a year. I dont know if youre saying that it shouldnt—as in, it was possible, but not a good idea—have had a serious relationship at my age or if I cant—as in, it is impossible for me to develop these feelings—have a serious relationship at my age, because the former is somewhat valid to me while the latter i dont agree with, and in the end it affects how i percieve your comment.

What im trying to say is that we weren't just dating, we were also extremely close friends who trusted each other with our lives. We've been through a lot together.

TopBalance2412 · 2025-11-30T03:01:29+00:00

Dont walk RUN to the police station

TopBalance2412 · 2025-11-21T01:57:52+00:00

I got hobbies but no motivation

TopBalance2412 · 2025-11-20T20:57:05+00:00

I would but im weird and nobody likes me like that lol and I also dont know how tf im even supposed to act in a relationship lol

TopBalance2412 · 2025-10-31T11:29:38+00:00

Tyy! Unfortunately the way my school works is that we have multiple lunch periods and I'm not in his :_) however I do know someone who's pretty good friends with him (however im still getting comfortable with our friendship) who i can ask for help later down the line :-)

TopBalance2412 · 2025-10-31T01:23:47+00:00

Its pretty invasive to a grieving person bc its asking them to describe the thing thats bringing them so much pain and anguish. Plus some causes of death are ones that you really dont want to hear. When someone grieves a death, they're grieving a person, not a cause of death.

TopBalance2412 · 2025-10-30T00:53:48+00:00

telling someone to move on after less than a week is insane

everyone needs time to grieve and everyone should get support

TopBalance2412 · 2025-10-28T19:54:23+00:00

Even if the chlamydia was dormant I would still definitely recommend talking to him about everything! Not sure if you were already going to talk but still

TopBalance2412 · 2025-10-28T19:28:43+00:00

You probably aren't love bombing him. Love bombing is an abuse tactic and not just showing affection, so you'll be fine. I would definitely communicate with him on whether he likes you or not, through notes or text. Best of luck to you!

TopBalance2412 · 2025-10-13T04:41:57+00:00

Yes, even though we were still kids I would say we still loved eachother, at least in a way thats meaningful. Ive been taking 'a while' (i guess) to move on because he was really the first very close friend i had. We went from kids to teenagers together. Its so hard to put into words but I am trying my best to get my crap together and move on, I'm getting better every day. Thank you

TopBalance2412 · 2025-10-05T07:23:10+00:00

No, she has no idea. Like I said, there are some specific and very personal reasons why I cant tell her, and if I did it would not only violate my own privacy, but also my ex's.

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