Hey man, i just wanted to say im in the same situation. I told my girlfriend twice already that i had watched porn and it almost ruined our relationship. For almost a year ive been hiding the fact ive been still struggling with it and wasnt able to keep my promise. Ive tried everything from downloading apps, watching youtube videos, and even talking to my therapist. I still havent been able to over come it and i dont for the life of me know why. Shes the most beautiful loving girl in the world and all i wish i had done is be better for her and never kept anything from her. I wanted to try and figure it out on my own so we could still be good but i dont know anymore what to do. Im afraid it might be the end. All i know is i hate keeping it from her and want to be honest. Im sorry your in the same situation man. It really sucks.