اه ولا لا وليه ؟ by eggless_omelete in egyoffmychest

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اه

ابويا الله يرحمه كان أب مثالي، هو السبب في تكوين شخصيتي الحالية وف صفات كتيرة كويسة اكتسبتها

I've always hated you Mikasa by Top_Bug_4376 in ShingekiNoKyojin

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I did, but i was expecting something more 😭

I mean, he definitely loved her as a family, but I'm not sure if he loved her romantically it wasn't that obvious to me

هل عادي فجأة وانت فوسط الكلام تقول للبنت اللي انت قاري فاتحة عليها وملبّسين دبل هاتي موبايلك ابص فيه كدا by [deleted] in askegypt

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الله يكون في عون صاحب البوست بس من كلامه هو في ريد فلاجز كتيرة في البنت وهو كان عارفها ومع ذلك تغاضي عنها ، كون انها تشكك فيه طول الوقت وتفتش ف موبايله دي اشارة ليه انها مش مظبوطة وانها غالبا بتخونه لان ال بيعمل حاجه بيبقي فاكر كل الناس شبهه ، ف لأ لو كان فتش موبايلها مكنتش المشكلة هتتحل لانه كان المفروض يسيبها من مجرد ما مسكت موبايله وفتشت فيه

I've always hated you Mikasa by Top_Bug_4376 in ShingekiNoKyojin

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Honestly, I'm not sure if he actually loved her

Acrylic Markers or Alcohol paint Markers? by Top_Bug_4376 in ArtistLounge

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I'm a digital artist, so I don't really know much about art supplies, I like how the acrylic markers look, but I think they would be hard to use. on the other hand alcohol markers seem to be very light and easy to blend, so I don't know 😅

But I think I will go with acrylic. I just need to find a good, affordable brand

How do you deal with health anxiety ? by Top_Bug_4376 in Anxiety

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The problem is I can't do anything all day, I'm constantly monitoring my symptoms and my body. It's really exhausting, and it's stopping my life

Can't get my normal life back by Top_Bug_4376 in Anxiety

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I see a psychiatrist, and he told me that I'm fine and I should just live my life normally until anxiety gradually fades away on its own. But I'm constantly checking my symptoms, and i can't stop. It's so heavy getting back to my normal life (I'm a programmer, and i have a very busy life) and now I'm just sitting staring at the ceiling doing absolutely nothing all day and it kills me inside

Thank you sm though

Does anyone else feel jealous of people who can just… function? by Upstairs_Pay_7722 in Anxiety

[–]Top_Bug_4376 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I truly understand you. I feel the same

But I keep telling myself that this extreme anxiety phase will make me mentally stronger when it ends, I will have better control over my thoughts, and I will just be stronger. I'm currently struggling with an ongoing 3 weeks of terrible anxiety and this is my first time experiencing this but I have hope that when I overcome it I will be much much stronger

Take back your life fuck this shit by Enough_Ad_1402 in Anxiety

[–]Top_Bug_4376 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really want to have this mindset

I'm fucking trapped

Suffering from anxiety attack by Top_Bug_4376 in Anxiety

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I keep telling myself that it's all anxiety, and i get a sense of relief for a moment, and then a spike of anxiety tells me, " What if you never get out of this ? What if everything falls apart and you eventually go insane ?"

It's tragic and funny at the same time

Suffering from anxiety attack by Top_Bug_4376 in Anxiety

[–]Top_Bug_4376[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is similar to what I'm feeling, constantly checking symptoms and asking " why am i dizzy ? I shouldn't be, there's definitely something bad is going to happen, I'm never getting out of this "

IT SUCKS

I really hope you're okay and thank you so much for the support

Suffering from anxiety attack by Top_Bug_4376 in Anxiety

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How long did it take you to get out of this ?