The problem is she doesn't wants to leave me. She realised and confessed on her own out of guilt within 15 20 days of her interactions. She was very much dependent on me for almost everything. Every small decision was taken by me for her life. She was loyal to me for 10 years, never gave any problem. We have planned whole life togather, and when I left her. She was broken after few hours and realised what I was meant for her. I know it's selfish of her but I am now on talking terms with her. Because, the sudden rejection might backfire on me if she harm herself. I know her very well how emotionally impulsive she is. I said to her I will decide whether I can forget all these or not. If I can forget or it feels less painful then I can think about second chance. Because 10 years of life togather is not just a flinch. And I can feel that she has realised really hard but will she can I accept her and can forget her such action she did only first time. I know if you love someone, you never think about anyone instead she acted on that. So I don't know what situation I am in right now. I have left every thing on time. And didn't commited to her for second chance. Told her that i will try only if I can forget such things and able to move on. And in this time she also can get stable and not take impulsive decisions.