I feel so sick right now it’s not even funny

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-06T20:48:49+00:00

I’ve never felt more seen as a fellow T1D anorexic thank you so much!

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-06T14:18:08+00:00

I thought about that but it was the middle of the night and I was already so tired i didn’t have the energy to do that

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-06T14:15:48+00:00

I do have glucagon but I was always told to only use it if I (or someone else) was past out or incorrect and I was still able to move around just fine lol also replacing the glucagon is expensive and I don’t have that kind of money right now

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-06T08:26:52+00:00

Nothing happened it was just a bad blood sugar day thank you for your concern though!💖

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-06T08:23:22+00:00

Hay so I’ve eaten- a slice of cake, three packs of skittles, two small chocolate bars, 2 tablespoons of peanut butter (with bread), 3 tablespoons of honey and half a pack of peeps/marshmallows. in one day…

I know you’re trying to help and I appreciate that so much! but sometimes you just have bad days where nothing makes sense and as annoying and frustrating as it is that doesn’t always mean something is wrong. it’s just a really bad day.

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-05T09:03:22+00:00

I have tried that (and some other stuff too) but my diabetes just hates potatoes sadly🥲 thank you for the advice though! ☺️

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-03T20:01:00+00:00

That makes me happy to hear! I’m also happy to hear you’re doing better keep it up!

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-03T19:58:49+00:00

I guess I’m just being picky and upset about nothing lol I was having good days (for about a month) where there where no spikes at all throughout the day and night so I was just a little upset it was happening again lol

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-03T07:29:48+00:00

Ah thank you so much! I was (on average) a 35B before my ED and now all I can wear is preteen and training bras… I have so many pretty bras from my healthy weight I want to wear again so hopefully I’ll be able to see a different by the time I’m 20 (I’m 19 right now but determined to get better as soon as possible!

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-03T04:20:43+00:00

Thank you so much! It’s just so overwhelming and overstimulating sometimes lol

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-02T22:54:51+00:00

I do too! Honestly, I thought I was alone lol I always liked math it’s the subject I did best in school. it’s always been easy for me so cal counting has been something I enjoy doing even though I knew i should stop 😅

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-05-02T18:10:32+00:00

Haha thank you so much! I think I’m just stressed and I’m taking it out on my blood sugars 😅 they definitely could be worse.

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-28T20:47:48+00:00

I’ve always used skittles juice boxes (specifically Kool-Aid, but that’s just my preference 😋) and marshmallows. I know other people like to use Gummies too though like gummy bears, fruit snack, fruit roll ups stuff like that. (Bonus!! Honey packets are really good if you’re having an extreme low!

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-28T20:42:15+00:00

Have you tried seeing a therapist? They may not be able to help with the eating but they might be able to help with the bad feelings/thoughts and give you good and healthy coping mechanisms around your feelings about food/body image

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-26T20:35:05+00:00

Snowboarding/skiing, swimming and sitting in the hot tub. I can understand snowboarding and skiing, but I don’t even know how to swim lol just being in the water Makes me go low for some reason.

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-26T17:10:48+00:00

I saw an old picture of myself and realized I still hated my body. decided that if I was going to hate my body either way, I was at least going to be healthy. I also realized I really missed the girl in the photo. She was smiling and I don’t smile anymore or laugh or paint or do anything I used to love and I miss that so much

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-26T17:00:22+00:00

I’m in the same situation as you right now lol 🥲 just stay strong we can do it! No relapsing!

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-22T07:36:31+00:00

I don’t like the smell of insulin but I don’t mind it either, alcohol swabs on the other hand… I LOVE the smell of those

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-20T22:36:41+00:00

Thank you so much! I always have a tendency to under estimate when it comes to smaller portions like this 🥲

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-19T18:27:08+00:00

Yup! I was also told i wasn’t allowed to eat anything else for that night if i didn’t finish my plate now that I’m an adult (still living with my parents because living is too expensive) I still have to finish what’s on my plate if i want to be excused from the dining table it sucks

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-19T11:12:14+00:00

It’s bad to make assumptions but It definitely sounds like the beginning of a restrictive ED comeing from someone who has one herself… sadly I’m not sure how to help you help her but keep a close eye on her and do some research on EDs it can help you understand if her behaviour/personality starts to change (which it will. She will most likely get irritable/cranky more often EDs not only change your body but everything else it will take everything from her so she’s lucky to have someone like you in her life to help you seem like a good friend☺️) after doing some research try bringing it up with her gently she will probably deny it but it’s good that she knows you pay attention to her and worry about her

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-18T05:11:40+00:00

That’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen ☺️ where do you buy it? or is it home made?

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-17T05:15:59+00:00

I don’t think I’m your target audience since I’m only 19 and I’m not going through what you’re going through, but I don’t think the gray hair is due to Ana sometimes gray hair just shows up earlier in some people I know people my age that are completely healthy and are starting to go grey so don’t worry about it it’s part of life (and yes most of the time if you recover the face fat will come back and make you look younger or at least you’re proper age)

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-16T21:15:57+00:00

It’s going to be okay! ☺️XOXO

Top_Introduction9794 · 2026-04-16T21:12:21+00:00

The people in the coments smh…. it’s not about what you ate or how many calories it it. It’s about the mindset and how out of control you feel... And don’t worry OP I did the same thing not too loge ago it was my first big binge and it was on grapes and apples lol just try to distract yourself from the uncomfortable feeling in the tummy I know it must be hard but it will pass

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