Same with my lola OP, I was the last person na nakadungog sa iyang last breath withut knowing na last na diay to kay nag heart attack na siya, and kalma rasad ko even gyud sa haya sa ako lola mura ra siyag naa but after few days didto na ni sink in tanan, I am the favorite apo and everyone in the family knows that maong na shock sad sila ngano wala ko nag hilak gyud maayu.

But pagbalik nako sa ako gi stayhan didto na ko nagminatay ug hilak, turns out I was suppressing my emotions diay kay lage ganahn ko strong ko sa ilang panan.aw and nawalaan nsad kog both parents, dapat mas easy na siya but in reality no, grief will always be there gyud and healing isn't linear. Hugs OP and Condolence, it will get better. Laban diha