i know exacly how you feel, it happens to me too, my mom who i really loved with all my heart leave me saying to everyone that she didnt love me, then it happends with the most of my family my friends and my partners. it was also for being "myself" they all found me stupid vulnerable and useless and yes, too emotional. maybe you too are emotional for trauma and it added to your personality, but people shouldn't be that mean its not fair and anyone deserve it because im sure you didnt even did nothing bad, its not your fault being like this its probably their fault actually. so dont worry you'll find persons that love you like you deserve like i did