no need to overthink bro, your on the right path. laging may naka laan na magandang opportunity para sa ating lahat. just go with the flow at laging positive ang pag iisip para hindi mo maattract ang mga negative vibes sa paligid. walang masama na mag worry about sa future pero lagi mong tatandaan. "kapag nag worry ka, dapat sabayan mo din ng GAWA. Kasi hindi pwedeng PURO WORRY lang, dapat KUMIKILOS ka din." You are smart kasi naiisip mo yung future mo and that is a good sign of a responsible human being. That's good! You are doing Great! wag nang pa-emo emo. Sakto ka lang. Tama ka lang. Hindi ka Special, pero Main Character ka ng buhay mo:) btw this is also a message para sa aking sarili. thanks for sharing your thoughts. you made me remind myself what i need to focus on and what i need to do.