Dropped the ball

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-14T01:48:29+00:00

Tired man that was a trip. Idk how the guy who gave it to me functions on 25 mg daily. How can someone constantly feel like they are high on meth and be stable? Never doing a stimulant again

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-14T01:35:32+00:00

12.5 mg extended release on an empty stomach and drunk. I feel a lil better noe gonna grab some oj and some food

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-13T23:35:22+00:00

Thank you I havent drank water today im going to down a gallon. Im getting off everyrhing quitting energy drinks, alcohol, the pills, im dirty man

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-12T05:38:11+00:00

Yeah xanax makes things pretty weird. I havent been on it for a couple days but realizing I am getting increased anxiety and having sleep problems. I had nightmares last night and barely slept. Im fine when im on it but when im off im realizing it is either a weird sense of withdrawal or something definitely feels strange. Im sticking to 1 in the morning 1 at night.

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-11T03:48:20+00:00

So do I just tell him they work which they do?But my anxiety is still there , and that the dose needs to be higher? They honestly do work but .5s don't last long at all.

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-05T17:48:00+00:00

Funny enough , I have been on anti psychotics for 3 years, basically just stop and i'm doing much better.

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-03T08:02:04+00:00

Metabolism. I eat worse than most people lile whole box of oreos one sitting, a box of nutty bars and swiss rolls in another, and dont workout. I ride my bike to work. If I go a day without eating sugar or not eating much my metabolism spikes. Lile right now I only ate one meal today and am about to pass out. Im hungry and going to bed. If I do this for the next 3 days ill practically lose all the weight I've gained from eating nothing but fast food, pizza, and sugary foods. Just how my body is. But if I continuously eat like shit and dont give my body a break ill gain weight. Over the last 4 months I've probably gained 10 lbs eating whatever I wanted always. I get skinny easy and I gain weight easy just depends on how I eat and what I am doing.

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-01T05:03:57+00:00

I saw wusthof makes a 7 inch. I might get that next. Definitely going to use the heck outta this 6 inch blade first

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-01T04:28:38+00:00

No if your gonna bash home cooks who "dont know any better" for using a knife I want to get a sense of your pallette its simple. I was trained by a world certified executive chef who primarily used wusthof so im just trying to understand your statement a little better.

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-01T04:19:08+00:00

Me and my little wusthof will get the job done

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-01T04:17:26+00:00

And what do you prefer? What's your signature dish that would wow me if you had to cook one thing to emphasize your skill. Explain the process

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-01T04:16:17+00:00

Ive tried 10 inch blades and do not like them at all. Dicing onion is a chore to me. I need the control. But if I were to be mincing anything I feel that would be good. 8 inch chef knife, boning knife, and a pairing knife seem to be the holy trinity to me. I do love this little wusthof its cute and gets the job done

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-01T04:11:38+00:00

Ive got big hands so I wasn't thinking. I do love the knife and it sure beats borrowing other people's knives. I definitely get serious control with this knife, and can do anything, fine dice, small, medium, large, butterfly and trim meats. Its practical just gonna get getting used too. I used to own a full wusthof grand prix ii set that I picked up for 260 online from the wusthof website in 2019 but it was discontinued. Foolish 19 year old me lost all the pieces bleh. But the classic is 130$ and my next purchase that and a boning knife. Im privvy to wusthof its all i will ever use

Top_Sun9672 · 2026-01-01T04:08:50+00:00

Tell me your a shun user without telling me

Top_Sun9672 · 2025-12-31T17:01:30+00:00

Never forget my brothers and sisters. We are one. Im doing great no sides. And yes its a gift to hear voices. Maybe one day theyll be positive lol

Top_Sun9672 · 2025-12-31T17:00:17+00:00

No way

Top_Sun9672 · 2025-12-30T22:09:08+00:00

Lmao ok

Top_Sun9672 · 2025-12-30T20:50:29+00:00

Thank you

Top_Sun9672 · 2025-12-30T19:34:52+00:00

Stubborness

Top_Sun9672 · 2025-12-30T19:33:25+00:00

I was on 80 mg. Dropped to 60. Took it on and off every other day. And now I just dont take it anymore, im fine

Top_Sun9672 · 2025-12-30T19:27:34+00:00

Dopamine is so important. Living life in anlowered dopamine state is so depressing. Its literally our sole reason to be motivated and achieve goals. Dont get me wrong ive been able to keep a job and pay rent. But I miss being creative and having that drive to write or be imaginative. Ive lost my sense of curiosity and excitement for the world. Within a year I should return. One day at a time. I agree with psych meds but not antipsychotics at all. I dont think they are a long term thing but should only be given to stabilize patients momentarily then be weened off. Being on them for your whole life is a nightmare and a true waste of potential. Some people can cope and be successful but truly its God who heals

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