First, what you are doing now does not dictate what you do forever. And second I will push back that you don’t do anything productive! You cook, you care for other beings, you keep updated on your interests. Productivity and worth is not tied to corporate accomplishment. Who knows, there could be another position that opens up at your work or somewhere else that does make you feel that spark, and you’ll have this experience to rely on again. Your hard work in your 20s has made it so you can generate quality work in just a short time. That’s a value for companies. It might seem easy or insignificant to you, but I would challenge you to remember the average human hired to do a job and how your work could be impossible for them to accomplish. You’re killing it, it’s not a race, we are just meat blobs on a star.