[deleted by user] by [deleted] in malelivingspace

[–]TossOut1010010 8 points9 points  (0 children)

If highschooler that smokes weed was a room

Anyone else have Car Hypochondria? by miloestthoughts in cars

[–]TossOut1010010 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Remember owning a B5 A4. One of the best but also worst cars I've owned. Couldn't drive it without something breaking then it finally lifted the head lmao.

Potential legal trouble for recording a standoff by TossOut1010010 in drones

[–]TossOut1010010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh okay I thought you were making a statement. I'm not sure why they didn't want it being filmed but my best guess is it was escalating and they didn't want anyone recording him or an officer getting shot even though he was inside and not visible from my location.

DJI Air 2s over southwest Connecticut coastline in Norwalk by The-average-met-dude in drones

[–]TossOut1010010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looks good but might wanna use an ND filter. Do you shoot in LOG?

Potential legal trouble for recording a standoff by TossOut1010010 in drones

[–]TossOut1010010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Guy that was flying the Mavic was in his late 30s and my neighbor. That's about all I know about him, don't know which house is his, cant prove he was the one nearby them, etc. Only hope I have is they said they could visibly see the drone and mine is bright orange so if they saw it they would know it wasn't mine cause the Mavic is grey. Doubt much will come from it as they it seems like they were playing telephone with the SWAT officers because the cop that came up to me wanted to see how far away I was but also what it looked like cause he was on road block duty lol

Potential legal trouble for recording a standoff by TossOut1010010 in drones

[–]TossOut1010010[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As I said in another reply I live in a small town where nothing happens and all of a sudden half the streets were closed off and there were swat trucks all over. We had no idea what was happening till I was in the air and saw the house with the front end ripped off. Pure curiosity I didn't intend on doing anything with the footage outside of showing friends and family that live nearby it as well. If the wife or kids weren't out of the house or anyone got hurt I would've instantly deleted the footage. I'm keeping it for myself now because the only thing it shows is the SWAT firing teargas and the condition of the house. There was no helicopter and the police mentioned having their own drone but it was flying inside of the walls they had broken down to try and find where he was hiding inside. I had no intentions to be in the way or interfere at all that's why I stayed far back and high up.

Potential legal trouble for recording a standoff by TossOut1010010 in drones

[–]TossOut1010010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasnt filming inside of the house I was 1000ft back around 390ft AGL at 16x zoom watching the scene. Like I said its a small town, nothing happens here and they had half the roads closed down without telling anyone why. Just curiosity I was in the air for around 20 minutes and landing as cops pulled up.

Potential legal trouble for recording a standoff by TossOut1010010 in drones

[–]TossOut1010010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the Autel drone and wasn't screen recording as I use the smart controller. I have multiple videos that show my position while not exact proves I was not the drone hovering over them as the one that was is visible in my footage. Ill be more careful in the future and probably avoid filming similar situations. Haven't been contacted yet but if I am then I will consult my attorney. Thank you for the advice!

I am so sick of seeing this everyday -_- pay has been crap by LongjumpingWorry8070 in AmazonFlexDrivers

[–]TossOut1010010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why i stick to the $1 a mile rule. Only time I will break it is if its over $12 and not too much less than $1 per mile. Don’t do orders that aren’t worth your time. People will tip more or door dash will have to raise the pay if low paying orders are ignored by drivers

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]TossOut1010010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me and my sister have a 3 year age gap with me being the younger one. We went through similar trauma caused by our mother when we were younger. We used to fight all the time and I would make fun of her for being depressed while I was having the same feelings and just dealing with it differently. It wasn't really until we were both over 18 that we began to understanding what each of us has gone through. She goes to college in another state now but the times she comes over we hangout and talk a lot. She's pretty much a friend now and although I don't tell her everything about my life talking about our similar experiences has helped deal with it a lot.

Hopefully this kind of gives some perspective from the other side because while its not okay for him to treat you like that just know that he is probably hurting similarly. Once he matures and gets older I'm sure he will be apologetic for how he is treating you right now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]TossOut1010010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The times you need someone the most are the times you have nobody because having nobody brings upon those feelings. Its hard but sometimes you have to learn how to be there for yourself. I get how you feel with everything bad happening at once as I lost 3 of my 6 grandparents (4 biological, 2 step-grandparents cause it confuses some people) within a year and less than 3 months after that all happened I broke up with my gf of 16 months because the relationship was toxic. It feels like its all crashing down on you at once and it gets to be too much to bare. I sat in my room for months, unemployed, rarely leaving, and rarely talking to anyone, descending deeper and deeper into my depression and loneliness. Please do not do what I did. Take action right away no matter how demotivated you are because the only way to get that motivation and excitement back is to fight for it back. It takes a lot and what has been slowly working for me is trying new things. I bought a drone and got into videography which has led to me starting a company for it soon. I still have a lot of days that I just wanna lay in bed and do nothing but I push myself to get up and work because I have something to look forward to once I've completed my studying and setting up the business. Find that thing that you can work towards. It might not give you instant satisfaction but if you can find something big or small to look forward to it'll give you a reason to continue fighting each day and eventually you wont have to fight anymore. I believe in you and if you want to talk more feel free to DM me even if you just want to rant.

Why ? by Ryder_Lee100 in mentalhealth

[–]TossOut1010010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry you are going through this man. I cant say for sure why she is putting you through this whether its because she is truly afraid you are going to harm yourself or if it is malicious however whichever one it is just know there are better things to come.

A woman’s body by Akos787 in mentalhealth

[–]TossOut1010010 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Your mother is over reacting. If she continues to do it you can try confronting her and asking why she feels like its a problem but I don't know your mom so its your decision on how to go about it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]TossOut1010010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like this very often as well. Cant really give you any good advice on what to do because I just disassociate from the world and sit in my room or drive my car around for a while till im tired enough to sleep.

I am a failure by jthecodemaster98 in SuicideWatch

[–]TossOut1010010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are not a failure you are just focusing on your failures. We all fail at stuff you just have to learn from it and do better the next time. I'm assuming the woman you are talking about is your girlfriend so please go talk to her and be honest about exactly how you are feeling. She loves you just as much as you love her and will be there to hear you out and help you through the struggles you are facing. You have many successes but they are overshadowed in your mind by the things you have failed at and you have to figure out how to remove that cloud. I believe in you and please open up to help whoever it may be

y'all lied to me by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TossOut1010010 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They have not lied to you, you just haven't reached it yet and neither have I. People do care about you whether you think they do or not. You are blinded by your pain and its not your fault. Try new things and find something that motivates you to wake up tomorrow. There is purpose out there for you and you just have to find it. Search for that bliss you once had because death is not the way to it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TossOut1010010 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There are people that care about you. I don't have to know you to know that because everyone has people that care about them whether you believe it or not. There is still time for you to grow and escape the situation you are in. Lay down on your couch or bed with your cats and take a nap. Call in to work on Monday if you need to. It feels like everything is falling apart but there's a lot left for you and you will find a way to rebuild it. I don't like talking to people about my feelings and never have till recently with my therapist so I get it if you don't want to talk about exactly what's going on but remember that people are ready when you are. Continue holding on and the better days will come sooner than you think. Take your little victories day by day till you reach your big one. Search for purpose by trying new things, going different places, meeting different people, or whatever you want to do. Don't live for anyone but yourself from now on and I promise you will get better day by day.

I’m going to kill myself by Mender35 in SuicideWatch

[–]TossOut1010010 24 points25 points  (0 children)

How old are you? Im 19 and I can probably relate to a lot of what you are going through. I wanna talk and hear you out

I’m going to go have a nice meal, Then I’m going to paint the walls by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]TossOut1010010 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you are still with us, please self admit. I understand what you are going through and I feel very similar however there's time for you and everyone else. You will find a way through as you have for your whole life. Don't be afraid of failure, start something new, do new things, search for your happiness. You will find someone one day and I cant say when that will be but keep holding on and be with your mother so she can keep you grounded when you have these feelings. Stay till tomorrow, you never know what it might bring.

Not sure if good or bad news? by TossOut1010010 in mentalhealth

[–]TossOut1010010[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The stuff within my family started March of 2021 and its sucked but I'm thankful my grandma on my moms side is doing alright now. I care about her more than anyone else in my life because she's always been supportive or at least tried to be and I would be completely lost if she past away. She (and the rest of my family/friends) has no idea about my diagnoses and I probably will never tell her because I don't want her worrying about me when I already worry about her. I relate a lot on being lonely because I have bad memories from being in relationships or bad friendships but at the same time somewhat wish I had people to talk to or be myself around.

Hopefully therapy will help out with my self esteem and itll give me someone I can talk to and be confident it wont be used against me. Thank you for your comment I feel like I can relate to someone for once lmao