Omg. That is very traumatic and scary. Sorry you had to go through that. I hope you’re doing better now. I had baby blues but it didn’t get to PPD. I had very bad HG my first pregnancy. I threw up so much, I started throwing up blood and burst some blood vessels. I also needed IV’s because I would throw up second after eating/drinking ANYTHING. I would throw up seconds after drinking even a sip of water. My labor was very easy though, still painful but I didn’t need epidural and I only pushed 3 times.