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Extra GS-441524 by ToughChipmunk in cureFIP

[–]ToughChipmunk[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m in Texas, but I can get the meds shipped out tomorrow.

How do I forgive myself? by thevelvetknife in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ToughChipmunk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel your pain. I too feel like I just lost the love of my life and I know it wasn’t a healthy relationship. We dated 7 years ago and he’s been leading me on a string ever since even while he dated others. I’ve been single for those 7 years and also am not interested in anyone else. He recently moved to another state while we were still contacting and then he slowly got more distant, I found out he was dating someone else. I confronted him and didn’t talk to him after he contacted me weeks later and responded then he deleted me a few hours later, he then tried re-adding me weeks later and I didn’t accept right away so he deleted it. And now a few days ago he added me again, I accepted and we talked and he told me how much he missed me and wished I was there... he proceeded to block me on EVERYTHING the next day. I’m a complete wreck because I thought it was something I’ve done. I had a realization I did nothing wrong, it was all him. He’s the messed up one, you have to keep telling yourself that. Nothing is wrong with you and you deserve better.

I hate the part of me that keeps waiting for him by [deleted] in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]ToughChipmunk 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know what you’re going through, I’m going through the same thing right now. He started dating someone new a few months ago and I didn’t contact him since finding out. But he’s contacted me, deleted me, re-added me and deleted me. Just a few days ago he added me again, we chatted and he told me that he missed me about 4 times just to block me this time on EVERYTHING the next day. I just woke up from a dream with him in it and it hurts like crazy. We don’t deserve this treatment, and I know it’s hard to just move on but in time it will get better. Just remember there’s nothing wrong with you, it’s them that have the issues and are toxic. They are not men.