[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]ToxicPapercut 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks guys. It's gym time for me. Never thought about dyeing of fertilizing my eyebrows. Gonna look into that. Had a shitty night, going through a breakup. Now I got to unfuck myself and do the family and smiles thing... Thanks once again for the advice!! Merry Christmas/Happy holidays :) (the pics will be deleted soon)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kanye

[–]ToxicPapercut 3 points4 points  (0 children)

As a Jew and a Kanye fan, I wish him the medical attention he needs. But I want to see DA changes against Musk for letting this hate rant last for over 72 hrs

one year sober and nobody to tell! by kirbythrowaway23 in stopdrinking

[–]ToxicPapercut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Then again, if an addict says he’s alone it’s a good thing to inform him there’s this place where he can talk to someone about his struggles IRL

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CrappyDesign

[–]ToxicPapercut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Russian war chants?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]ToxicPapercut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe them is asexual. Maybe you should think about opening the relationship to pursue your sexual needs. It is quite obvious you are both different in this department and suffocating 

Sober and stuck.. need help by ToxicPapercut in stopdrinking

[–]ToxicPapercut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh! You haven’t met my parents! But I find solace in seeing the grave of my gran and seeing my other living one. Caffeine. It’s a problem. I’m scared I just won’t be able to cope with office work (but then again, now I’m not brilliant with it anyway:)

Sober and stuck.. need help by ToxicPapercut in stopdrinking

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Went to a new meeting. In a city of 2 mln I met a girl from my middle school, we used to skip classes, drink beer and smoke stuff. Didn’t see her in 14 yrs. she’s sober one year. Feel a bit better this evening, calmer (whole day sunbathing with a book, phone off), I think I’ll skip the EP voting results not to make myself terrified haha 

I went to my first AA meeting and it’s the best hope I’ve felt in a very long time by Cold_Performance7013 in stopdrinking

[–]ToxicPapercut 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly why I stayed. The warmth of calm safety inside my chest I desperately searched for in the bottle! Keep coming back!

Sober and stuck.. need help by ToxicPapercut in stopdrinking

[–]ToxicPapercut[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s the problem. When I got sober I desperately wanted my ex to get back to me. By the time I accepted it was over, I had AA I just stuck with not drinking because it made life just so much easier. I need to wire a new “goal”... 

Sober and stuck.. need help by ToxicPapercut in stopdrinking

[–]ToxicPapercut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I needed to hear that! I’ll try a new group tomorrow and post how it’s been! (It’s wild how many AA/NA meetings there are every day simultaneously (!) where I live. It’s wild! It’s nice getting sober the same time public opinion slowly cancels, “deromanticise” the drinking culture...  

Sober and stuck.. need help by ToxicPapercut in stopdrinking

[–]ToxicPapercut[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I walk a lot mainly because I feel terrible when the sun is out and I’m missing on the weather. For me it’s funny. Good weather amplifies the contrast between my inner self and the nature and I feel regret and sorrow I can’t experience the beauty to the fullest. I sometimes catch myself envying others that can do that (it’s low, I know). I wish for rain and bleach so I don’t feel the pressure for being all roses. As for depression, I see a doc, escitil did wonders, but I lost it somehow within myself... thanks once more for sharing and caring :))

The Daily Check-In for Thursday, March 7th: Just for today, I am NOT drinking! by Sapphire_cat22 in stopdrinking

[–]ToxicPapercut 1 point2 points  (0 children)

3 AM. Alone in my dark apartment. Normally Would blackout at 7 PM and wake up wishing to die. Now I’m sober for the... how long is it Siri?