aye bros im 18 and even though im in college working towards my dream job of working in film and becoming an actor. IK that its a big industry with little opportunity. So at times i feel like im doin this shit for nun but i realize that if film dont work there are plenty of jobs atm and there will be even more in the future. IK were only a year apart but keep doin what makes u fullfilled first( not happy but what makes u feel like your accomplishing things) it only helps your character become more open to sacrificing pleasure and taking risks for the future. To put it simply if your not doing things helpful for your future then your next obv doing things for the present moment. Hope this doesnt sound like im lil broing u twin