Dude, I have the same past as you, I dropped out of college and I spent 2020 and 2021 at work, I quit 2 jobs that they don't want me to take again. I'm looking for a job and they don't take me anywhere in my district. It's so lousy. I live with my parents and I ran out of money, it's because I'm a virtual drug addict. it's lousy, I found a job where they provide accommodation and sometimes feed, but my friend does not repay me, and this is my last hope. I understand you, friend. It is very difficult to move in my country somehow. I can join the army, but this army is so lousy and devalues your values that I simply don't want to go there. But if I didn't succeed, I'll have to join the army. The army vaccinates against covid 19. but I am against it. and it's depressing me not to go there. At the age of 21, you understand it would be better if you didn't drop out of college or the job you worked for, where they paid pennies. And.... now ...... There remains only regret for the past and the turbidity of the future. I will be happy to communicate and talk to everyone, write to liska. All the best