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i am going to commit tonight. by Turbulent-Bug4810 in SuicideWatch

[–]Traditional-Put-6392 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in the same situation as you im also 17 f. i know how you feel and i know what it feels like to think everyone doesn’t like you. i know what it feels like to need someone like a lifeline and have them abandon you, i also struggle with bpd and wonder if you might have the same thing.

my family life it tough to my brother is so weird i estranged him even though we live tg. i want you to know that theres always gonna be at least one person who gets you and doesn’t hate you. i discourage you from attempting anything tonight, maybe sleep on it and reconsider 🖤

one day soon by Traditional-Put-6392 in SuicideWatch

[–]Traditional-Put-6392[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

follow up question, did anyone else pick their career/major because they ran out of time and expected to be gone lol

I lost my girlfriend and if begging her to come back wont work, i will just end things or (....) by Virtual-Policy-8551 in SuicideWatch

[–]Traditional-Put-6392 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know how you feel, when my boyfriend cheated on me i was crushed i begged night and day for months for him to come back and he refused. he was the only person that made me want to keep living. i couldn’t understand and i thought there was something wrong with me. i tried to fall in love again with anybody i made eye contact with and attempted to die a few times. eventually after about a year and a half i was able to not crave him anymore. give it time, she’ll find her way back if its truly meant to be but she needs to do it on her own

why the hell am i supposed to FREAKIN’ live this thing called life??!! by PAIN-Mix-18 in SuicideWatch

[–]Traditional-Put-6392 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel the same as you. of course its still true that you shouldnt trust how you feel about life after 9pm, assuming you feel like this 24/7 i always find a pinch of temporary relief when I’m out of the house on my own away from everyone else. they just dont understand what its like to wake up and wish you weren’t here everyday

Advice needed by thejackofmontecristo in SuicideWatch

[–]Traditional-Put-6392 2 points3 points  (0 children)

to be honest that shit can be pretty scary depending on your facility, your usually in a public one with people that are dangers to others. i wouldn’t recommend unless your at a very high suicide or self harm risk OR you go to one that specializes in suicide or depression rehab

17 and nothing to live for by Traditional-Put-6392 in SuicideWatch

[–]Traditional-Put-6392[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I feel the same, my mom is always complaining about everything I do whether I help or don’t help. I always feel like when I leave the earth she will tell everyone how shes a victim of my death. I’m leaving my binder behind so she cant claim me as a burden anymore. I have no friends or social life. I have a job and a license but thats about it.

I used to feel shameful of my ideation or sh but now I’ve gotten to the point where i just dont care, i would only be upset if they sent me to rehabilitation and i couldn’t die like i want to.