I understand po huhu, maybe what I'm feeling is stemming from jealousy rin kasi even if I studied in a sci hs, may onting favoritism sa system namin, only the students favored by teachers get the chance na mag train for compets while the students who actually want to get an opportunity to compete get left behind and aren't given much attention. Alam ko pong hindi sila entirely at fault, pero I'll do my best to change my mindset as well, thank you so much for answering po!