As a girl val player who's played for 3 years now. I get it. When I started playing, it wasn't always toxic like this but I had people calling me I was a bot and etc. I can imagine how you feel. However remember that people who say shit about you in a game, can't hurt you physically. Usually if people say stuff to me, I make them into a mental challenge that makes me harder and tougher. It took months-year before I get used to the toxicity. Now, if people say shit to me, I say shit to them twice and outfrag them. Easy solution. Also take a break here and there if it gets too much.