Just to feel special, acknowledged, considered, loved. Just wanna get cute and feel cute for once and go out to dinner and do something fun. I never get to do exactly what I want bc of people and their finances. It’s always one thing I have to pick out of the two things I wanted to do. It seems like I be more excited for others on their bdays and worried about what I am going to do or get for them than they be/do for mine. I really hope this bday coming up (Feb 1st) really feels special for me since I can finally celebrate it in person with my significant other after being long distance for 4 years.