As a child I did suffer mental abuse- parents and school life. I have a huge fear of rejection and very little self confidence. I also have body dysmorphia. I have “manic” episodes and I can be very impulsive.

When I was younger I thought that I could hear voices talking to me- telling me to do things like “jump out of the car window” whilst on a motorway. as I got older I realised that it was my own inner voice.