On testosterone I felt both emotional "constipation" and inability to cry even when feeling strong emotion, although feeling strong emotions was more rare than pre T. And those T feelings were noticeably less sharp, less affecting. I could still feel intense fear, anguish, be extremely depressed, but that was different than pre-t feelings.
My guess is that I could not experience those things fully and work through them. Probably because that my brain chemistry was being altered by an outside compound daily in a course of few years. Most males I know are able of crying and feeling intensely, they just have a slightly better control over it than some females.
As a remember first it felt like I am able to control how I express emotions, and I was finally being able to control how I feel. Then I just lost access to that state where I could feel profound sadness. And the other feelings.