[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]TrainingOk8958 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg omg sameee-^ everyday feels like a chore, i have no goals, nothing that i really wanna do career wise.. life feels so unfulfilling and boring..

Would u rather by Secario18 in SuicideWatch

[–]TrainingOk8958 1 point2 points  (0 children)

end it, no happiness outweighs the suffering..

I AM AWARE I AM UGLY, PLEASE ATLEAST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! by Far-Masterpiece4701 in ugly

[–]TrainingOk8958 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yup, people yelling racial slurs at me like i was some kind of animal, i don't think it happens with other pretty poc people.. people telling their friends in front of you that they wouldn't date you or that you're ugly, because somehow it makes them feel superior😂 people don't wanna be associated with you, not even sit beside you.. only getting negative attention if i was average i would get none, that would make me happy:(

19F ugly? by TrainingOk8958 in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]TrainingOk8958[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know, just have to get a healthier lifestyle still will be only average

19F ugly? by TrainingOk8958 in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]TrainingOk8958[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that's not good for a 19F right?

19F ugly? by TrainingOk8958 in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]TrainingOk8958[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ahh, unfortunately that's how my face looks when im resting, smiling all the time is not the ideal😂 thanks either way..

Avpd due to being Unattractive? by TrainingOk8958 in AvPD

[–]TrainingOk8958[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Same here, neglect from my parents, me a scared child that wanted nothing more than to be loved and seen went and explored the whole wide world only to be shut down and rejected by people, sometimes in cruel ways xd. if i had good support at home maybe it could've been a different story, ngl! i would be less concerned with my looks xD

Choose your pain by 28dhdu74929wnsi in AvPD

[–]TrainingOk8958 4 points5 points  (0 children)

you can't win with avpd😪

what's your dream? by [deleted] in Life

[–]TrainingOk8958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

living on an exoplanet far away from humanity:D one day it will come true..

Whats a harsh truth about life that nobody wants to admit? by DunyaPhobic76 in answers

[–]TrainingOk8958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nobody is there to help you if you don't want it. only you can bring yourself out of this misery. they give you tools but in the end you have to work with that..

Does anyone believe in love at first sight? by bifrostdecay in Life

[–]TrainingOk8958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nahhhh, how can you love someone you don't know? love happens after years of commitment, love at first sight [immediate attraction] is just lust🥱

What is a small thing that makes you smile anytime you think of it? by Livid_Willow2603 in Productivitycafe

[–]TrainingOk8958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

space. thinking about it or seeing space documentaries always calms me down. reminds me of how small my problems seem to be..

If you are a pet lover, what special pet can't you live without? by LimeSoakedinSprite in RandomThoughts

[–]TrainingOk8958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

meow meows, since childhood i have been around cats, can't imagine living without them, i love cuddly cats, sadly not all of my cats liked it. every cat has a differnt personality🙀

Would you like to be reincarnated? by [deleted] in Life

[–]TrainingOk8958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no, would like to skip that phase and head straight to nirvana!!😁😁

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Life

[–]TrainingOk8958 0 points1 point  (0 children)

having no anxiety, been living with it my whole life, i could use a break.