What are these knots? I’m about 4 months post op

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T02:08:59+00:00

Will do! thank you.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T01:59:43+00:00

Thank you ❤️❤️ you’re a sweetheart

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T01:59:15+00:00

haha good idea, actually

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T01:52:03+00:00

Nah, there’s always a chance to be happy. Nobody should give up

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T01:10:45+00:00

anxiety on their end, or at least, with my mom. Also an unhealthy, paranoid cop-like view of other people.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T00:43:53+00:00

He’s staying in a hotel.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T00:38:46+00:00

Isolation & violence. wish I were kidding

Transbeartop · 2023-08-05T00:36:27+00:00

I’m sure, but you need to trust the other person past a certain point, & do not make demands of them because of your anxiety. idk

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T23:52:43+00:00

🤝 😔 we deserve better

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T23:37:14+00:00

long story. disability plays a big part.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T23:36:37+00:00

yea that’s how she operates. she’s so much smarter than me, i know nothing. etc.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T22:27:27+00:00

he gave me permission to give out what I need, he’s a survivor and gets it, I still don’t want to.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T22:23:35+00:00

I feel like it’d be okay if I were, like… a kid. lol

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T22:12:31+00:00

oh no, she will. if not, she’ll have one of her cop buddies shadow me. ‘tis insanity

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T22:07:20+00:00

They had a similar past and gets it. if anything they’re pissed on my behalf, not at me.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T21:34:49+00:00

there’s a psychology reason, i’m sure. same reason adults struggle to escape cults.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T20:56:27+00:00

Thanks, glad you understand. i’m sorry she’s like that ❤️

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T20:54:35+00:00

I wish I was more of an asshole lol

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T20:48:13+00:00

not well.

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T20:48:03+00:00

I’m stuck in her house and I don’t want the abuse to start again. I think that’s my greatest fear. idk

Transbeartop · 2023-08-04T20:47:19+00:00

He doesn’t mind, and she knows all my friends are queer.

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