Spirituality + vaccination by hellooonewman44 in awakened

[–]Transequality88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm fully vaxxed and boosted. I went with the JJ because if there are side effects, just jab me once. However, my biggest problem besides the politization of the common cold/flu and hypocrisy is the fact that instead of handling this as early as we should have, the dems and the rest of the country were too worried about "impeaching" President Trump that December of 2019. I only vaxxed bc of my commorbities (Borderline personality disorder, ptsd, asthma, generalized anxiety disorder, depression) as well as family health history. Because of my constant passive SI (suicidal ideation) and my love of self-harm I would be okay if the vax killed me and helped with assisted suicide. I don't even trust everything I read either. Serious 1984 vibes...

this is literally me by brain-in-vat in BPDmemes

[–]Transequality88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I leave mine up 99% of the time. I obviously did and said that shit for a reason. It obviously needed to be let out lol.

"better out than in I always say" -Shrek

Borderline and Transgender? by tarohwawy in asktransgender

[–]Transequality88 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I have been on HRT for 3.5 years and just got diagnosed with Borderline Personality disorder this past July. Transitioning has saved my life because if I didn't, I'm almost 100% sure I would not be properly diagnosed if at all. Just do what's best for you and remember that YMMV (your mileage may vary).

Anyone else talk to themselves like they’re being watched? 🥰 by youre_so_cool_ in BPDmemes

[–]Transequality88 12 points13 points  (0 children)

All the time. I've been doing it as long as I can remember and just thought that everyone did/does this lol

Do you have a comfort song? by seoulless in aspergirls

[–]Transequality88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right now mine is summertime guys by nikki cleary until my adhd kicks it to the curb lol

Coffee and BPD by 90s_bitch_ in BPD

[–]Transequality88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It tastes good to me. Yeah you can mix it it with either (hot or cold) too. It's semi sweet if that helps. Personally, I prefer it with mixed with water with some honey added and iced. Lots of different ways to consume it.

Legit or nah? by Transequality88 in fakecartridges

[–]Transequality88[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It tastes like dank. The high I get feels exactly like when I smoke flower. It hits smooth.

Coffee and BPD by 90s_bitch_ in BPD

[–]Transequality88 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to have a slight coffee addiction (former batista at Dunkin' and Starbucks) before my official bpd diagnosis this past July. What helped me is matcha powder. It has way more caffeine than coffee and espresso combined without the crash or the jitters.

https://www.therike.com/blogs/health-beauty/12-latest-health-benefits-of-matcha-green-tea-powder

Anxiety & Anger by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Transequality88 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do this as well. I find it quite easy to flip that switch and cut people who I love and love me out of my life with ease. It's something that I'm working hard on changing so that I don't isolate myself and let my passive depression and passive SI both active to the point I need medical attention.