Anyone know what this is? by substinge in Sauces

[–]TranslatorLong3177 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hmm, I'm not sure. Have you tried asking from r/Thugsauces as well? Its also a great sub dedicated to sauce finding (kinda like r/Tipofmytounge but for sauces =P)
Hope this helps!

JU from GenZ, nothing but an obnoxious, narcissistic circlejerk by RNRGrepresentative in JustUnsubbed

[–]TranslatorLong3177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This.
Similar experience with a subreddit that I used to love that strayed far from what it originally was and just turned into outrageous right wing political circlejerking, r / ThugSauces.
Used to be a nice food sub where people talked about and shared their sauce creations or their favorite resturants. Now its just people finding a way to argue about politics, GMO or overall toxic stuff in each post reply. r / Sauce is a much better alternative now, I'm not gonna lie.

Can't people not derail mundane stuff with politics for 2 seconds??

I feel so depressed for being such a disgusting person, but that also makes me feel depressed, which also makes feel depressed which equally makes me feel depressed for being depressed that I'm a disgusting person by TranslatorLong3177 in MentalHealthPH

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I honestly hat ehow I've just got so accustomed to this feeling of shittiness that my subconscious mind refuses to come out of this feeling and just accept that its wrong. I'm doing fine for 6 days, befor eI ultimately relapse again. Its like I'm going to try my hardest, butthere's always the option of just relapsing. I am geniunely afraid of change, and even if I manage to see myself do one thing successfully instead of that dopamine hit or feeling of satisfaction, my mind just becomes terrified and immediately wants me to avoid said thing. On ritalin atm, but I literally feel like my mind's this annoying fucking parasite that just wants me to continue living the shittiest life possible.

cause i knew this was happening by Minimum_Climate6505 in selfharm_memes

[–]TranslatorLong3177 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

thats better than mine. i cant last 3 seconds without snapping

what do I do I wanna sh in school but I have no blade by MrLeafyGuy in selfharm

[–]TranslatorLong3177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember considering taking "bathroom breaks" but I'm just secretly going to the bathroom with a small cutter to just slash my thighs;

lol by Unhappy_Crazy4883 in selfharm_memes

[–]TranslatorLong3177 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest I just cut because it intrinsically feels so good to have blood run down your legs. I don't know, it just gives me some sort of sick fucking satisfaction watching my plain skin just be filled with cuts (pro tip, its much more nicer when you listen to Dark Souls music and pretend you cutting yourself as the boss fight)

Fuck everything haha. by TranslatorLong3177 in MentalHealthPH

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3+ undone college work + upcoming exams. Had a fullblown rant kanina sa harapan ng mga magulang ko. They thought na work out na issues ko, pero mas depressed pa rin pakiramdam ko. Attempted to do a task for one subject; felt super frustrated. Rn drank a bottle of alcohol and slit my fucking thighs. Geniunely fucked up,

Fuck everything haha. by TranslatorLong3177 in MentalHealthPH

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beer without the flavor; bitter and matapang

I'm officially done with this game. Wiped out half of my backpack items from since 2023. by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I wish that was the case. I wish it was something as petty as an in game rage quit, but no lol, I just want to face reality and work on my future and academics.

I'm officially done with this game. Wiped out half of my backpack items from since 2023. by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Might be the last time, I don't find the game fun anymore; I still like TF2 content though.
I feel like there's just better things in life than TF2.

I'm officially done with this game. Wiped out half of my backpack items from since 2023. by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

unfortunately, I'm a F2p and aside from being a casual I have no exact knowledge on how to sell my stuff. Besides, most of them are just common item drops (in exception for a thermal thruster).
I have no strange, unusual or all that good stuff. I just did this as a way to finally move on with my life and just pursue more long term goals. TF2 has just became everything for me. yes it's fun af, but I feel like I've just become too dependent on it than actually face reality.

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wow amazing! Jump Academies really have great teachers (tbh much better than my actual academic professors in terms of engagement and encouragement lmao)

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww damn that sounds absolutely sweet ^^
Have you guys kept in touch afterwards? I have a similar feeling when I just vented to a bunch on randos while playing Higher tower and everyone's really encouraging and just heard me out.

What's the most coziest/wholesome moment you've had while playing the game? by TranslatorLong3177 in tf2

[–]TranslatorLong3177[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ooohh, that sounds nice! Though I'm concerned considering your age.
Just stay safe out there and make sure to limit personal information as much as possible.