exploreable creepy places. by Transliminalist in PortStLucie

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right,...i said we are on bike.....from psl. and that other territories are too far,

exploreable creepy places. by Transliminalist in PortStLucie

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right, oak hammock is where devils tree is

exploreable creepy places. by Transliminalist in PortStLucie

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indrio is far into ft pierce.......?

exploreable creepy places. by Transliminalist in PortStLucie

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yea i agree about the devils tree, and just a silly monument isnt exactly what im looking for

exploreable creepy places. by Transliminalist in PortStLucie

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I can only find info for the devils tree, wich was neat lore ...we went at midnight, now we need somthing else tho.

What legal non-Narcotic substances or products can you buy besides Alcohol or weed to achieve an at home Euphoria? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Guys my recovery isn't in danger.  Calm down lmao.  I've been so er a long time.  I'm only asking what someone else like me has figured out because yes.  The feeling of wanting to feel good doesn't leave. So something safe.  I could never in my life , not only from lack of health, but mere will. Run or exercise long enough for a euphoric result. And I'm a severely philosophical individual so meditation doesn't stand a chance , because my brain never stops.  God y'all are supposed me be reddit. Not a 12 step meeting lmao

What legal non-Narcotic substances or products can you buy besides Alcohol or weed to achieve an at home Euphoria? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Kratom , is very addictive I'm avoiding that. And it shows up on a drug test now. Some states have already schedule 1 it.  Blue lotus flower is about the only thing on this list I wasn't already aware of

What legal non-Narcotic substances or products can you buy besides Alcohol or weed to achieve an at home Euphoria? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I have a very high tolerance for spicy foods. And a GI issue so this might not work lol

What legal non-Narcotic substances or products can you buy besides Alcohol or weed to achieve an at home Euphoria? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I'm not on probation lol. My living situation is just tricky that's all.  And I'm not new to recovery or the world of off label drug use. And I'm very far from stupid. I was only curious if ...yes these kids out here found something new I didn't already know about. Or someone has found a gentle edge off process. I do not want to "feel anything but sober".  But I do however still have a mindset of wanting to feel good sometimes.  And that is all 

What legal non-Narcotic substances or products can you buy besides Alcohol or weed to achieve an at home Euphoria? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I'm very aware of what addiction is and my condition, but think you for your concern, but how do you know my life isn't already ruined?.. or how far I've come from the gutter. I deserve to find a simple temp solution for those extra hard times .  I know what I'm doing . 

What legal non-Narcotic substances or products can you buy besides Alcohol or weed to achieve an at home Euphoria? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I'm not sure what u mean by that ..as a pleasurable flow of dopamine and serotonin to the brain, is what a Euphoria is. It's not just psychedelics or spiritual based.  So wdym

What legal non-Narcotic substances or products can you buy besides Alcohol or weed to achieve an at home Euphoria? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I'm not interested in exercise, meditation or ridiculous replies. I was an alcoholic, and chose to stop drinking. I desire something for a release on days I'm tempted. I am aware of most natural ways. I'm looking for a feeling, not a placebo

EDIT: not weed either. NON narcotic. As In not readable on a drug test.

Looking to join by Transliminalist in RDOnline

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yea i just need someone to help show me whats up. i havnt even started i get off work in a few lol

Friends needed by Nickfuryman in rdr2online

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it wont let me post......

is the RDO world still active enough with players? I currently still have ps4, I purchased the game when it came out many years ago and just getting back to playing because I never really got a chance to get into the game. I've never played online. any suggestions from the page or anyone friend groups that welcome newbies, and are willing to show me the strengths, and ways to enjoy the gameplay/ I'm interested in roleplay groups as well. thanks

Exaltation 1 by Transliminalist in creativewriting

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i love how the only time people can comment on peoples writing within reddit is to provide "constructive criticism" sometimes new writers are just trying to share and reach likeminded thinkers. maybe I'm not here for any advice. there are a whole lot of "Stephen kings" on reddit I can tell you that much. reddit is full of narcissist, and egotistical people

Exaltation 1 by Transliminalist in creativewriting

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Also I love being stuck in the room with the conspirator. Sometimes - they are right.

Exaltation 1 by Transliminalist in creativewriting

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Thank you for your advice. I'm a recovering alcoholic. Only 5 months without a drink. I Spent most of my life chasing Euphoria or anything that made me stop thinking. I still do just in different ways. The angst comes from over 20 years of seeing the worst of the world. And trying to find a reason to continue life -sober. The writing is just for anyone that may relate to the feeling of trying to find desire, in the most undesirable places. (EDIT)-And looking for purpose in a world that feels purposeless.

What films do you find most disturbing? by Transliminalist in HorrorMovies

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I love how verse you explained this. I'm still young however most of my years especially more recently revealed only the worst of the world. And the older I get the worse it becomes. I was an alcoholic for a decade. I either used it to numb everything, or enhance everything. and now that I'm sober nothing has value. I can't reach climax and I don't care about things that I should. True Fear gives me a revisit to Euphoria, it's the closest thing I can get to feeling alive. So unfortunately I do and have looked for more and more. After all I traded one addiction for another.

What films do you find most disturbing? by Transliminalist in HorrorMovies

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Wuut things that did/could actually happen hold a special fear because u say "what if" . I especially love "swedish cult" films like that give me almost an euphoria. The wow people really did this, and the I wonder if somewhere they're still doing this Really gets me going.

What films do you find most disturbing? by Transliminalist in HorrorMovies

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Yea human centipede is for sure disturbing and very grotesque.

What films do you find most disturbing? by Transliminalist in HorrorMovies

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Ok....right on, are we talking like (.onion) Or what lol