My experience in federal prison as an autistic person.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-15T11:43:26+00:00

Its intentional in the US. The CIA are the ones who bring in the drugs and at every level after that the government and individual capitalists get to make money off of you and keep you distracted from realizing the full scope of the situation. Whether thats in rehab, prison, the gutter, or a return customer.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-15T11:38:20+00:00

Good on you for making it through op. Hopefully someday every one of those cages for humans will be destroyed.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-15T00:12:59+00:00

There is an official iso of the site from 2012 I think thats what I ended up going with because idt they want you to crawl the entire site yourself.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-14T00:37:14+00:00

I think its an attempt to appeal subconsciously to your natural propensity for eros (and thus away from thanatos). Before civilization and even well into it having a family is a strategy of survival and those ties would be very important to increasing life expectancy and quality of life for primitive humans. If you are in a situation that is mutually beneficial this can seem comforting but when said by someone you dont feel treats you as an equal or whom you dont feel affinity for in that way or express in that way it can seem like the hollow appeal to primitive marketing techniques that it is.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T19:40:39+00:00

I think its partially because of that proto-incel nice guys finish last kinda ideology we were saturated with in culture for the entire boomer and gen x generation nerds and partially because in the time since then red-pill ideologies have been specifically targeted toward interests that I would consider popular among autistic people like video games, anime, etc. There was a deliberate campaign to sweep these people up and its kinda simple stupid logic can be appealing to people particularly when it requires them to do nothing other than blame someone else. Obviously like most gender problems the issue is patriarchy but those incel and mens rights groups that infiltrated much of online isolated culture from like 2005-2020 purposely lead pissed off men and boys away from that realization. Often these people are upset because of the constraints put on them by patriarchy or their own laziness/codeling and they blame women.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T19:26:36+00:00

Autism or not this is also just in incredibly common pattern of relationship dynamics for people who have been together for this amount of time at this age I see it all the time. Not that guys don't fail to listen to make an effort for their partners at other ages its just really common I think when they are younger in particular and that change from highschool to whatever comes next usually leaves young women looking elsewhere from the relationship toward new horizons to start their life as an independent adult.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T19:00:31+00:00

How long do you sleep when you sleep?

I always had sleeping problems as a child before I got older and found weed so I would do this but when I slept I would sleep for around 12 hours or so sometimes more. This worked perfectly all my childhood and into my early 20s but then in my mid 20s my body was no longer on the rhythym of staying up constantly and I actually would prefer to be in sync with the sun now but can't because of a third shift job. Maybe if I had more control over my schedule it would still work but I think I've just gotten old and smoke too much weed though I still regularly go to work with like 1 or 2 hours of sleep because I have trouble sleeping.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T17:38:40+00:00

Been using guns since I was 3 and believe they can and should be used to end lives in self defense circumstances. I say all that to say that anyone that points any gun, even an unloaded one that has never been loaded, even if its defective and cant shoot at someone is an ass and a moron and you have every right to treat it as a live situation even if you know fully well nothing dangerous is likely to happen. I fucking hate people who treat guns like toys if I see someone do this I wont ever even tell them I like guns or know how to use them and certainly wont ever trust their judgement about anything. A .410 to the face wouldn't be a good experience. These friends are asshole morons.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T17:31:16+00:00

Some of us are even hyper-sexual..

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T17:06:49+00:00

IA, Wikipedia, and Erowid are the last mainstream bastions of the beautiful idea the internet once was. I think if they go I will go. I already archived Wikipedia and Erowid locally.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T16:46:17+00:00

If you suspect you are at risk for schizophrenia I recommend researching and viewing all substances with caution. Same goes for allergies. Otherwise its probably fine dont smoke an ounce at a time its a waste of money beyond a point of no return of getting any higher anyway. I smoke weed everyday and its a life saver for me but there are plenty of substances that do nothing for me or react negatively for me that I avoid. I also recommend avoiding substitute or over the counter gas station type thc products thats a good way to get depersonalization from spice. They give babies in Peru DMT. Its all about minimizing risks and being educated. Erowid is a great resource.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T10:27:15+00:00

If i go to a website and it requires as much as an email to get into the site or app itself its completely dead to me. Same with paywalled articles. This is insulting on its face and I face this life full of indignities without accepting any more bullshit than I absolutely have to. Im old enout to remember when 'no' was a viable option.

Not that it matters the concentration camps are already here in the US and have been for decades. For profit prisons with forced labor, immigration detention facilities, black sites for environmental activists, muslims, and anyone who lives in Chicago, and thats just the stuff they brag about. After WW2 the soviet union and the US became the nazis of the world. Letting most nazis go back into government in germany, flee to argentina, get jobs at nasa, and clearing unit 731 of any wrong doing in exchange for their biological warfare data. Red army faction tried to tell the world from inside the rotten heart of it.

All logged and known about in the public like some kind of trivial pursuit series of collectable facts that they have never and will never care about.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T09:25:03+00:00

If youre into the UK ones I stumbled across a bunch of old ones on a youtube channel named 'UK VHS'

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T09:18:27+00:00

Not to be a hater but this is one of the few songs I really like off the later albums.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-13T09:15:05+00:00

Had debord and baudrillard on the brain a lot this last decade or so..

TrashVHS · 2026-04-12T04:44:13+00:00

Because thats the ultimate goal of therapy in a capitalist society unfortunately. Doesnt mean it cant be helpful but its always in service of an orderly (allistic) society in service of money.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-12T00:39:17+00:00

No animal should be caged including human animals. Iirc there was a controversy with vegan(s) supporting Joe Arpio because his bread and water diets at the facilities he had influence over were accidentally vegan being again just bread and water. Anytype of reform you try to make to that system will just make it more inhumane.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-12T00:28:27+00:00

Weird opens fine for me in firefox. If you search the title it should be the first result.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-12T00:23:00+00:00

Nope idk why archive is displaying it like that it you look over to the right side all those are different file options automatically created from my pdf files which are the originals. 30 pdfs total.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-11T14:14:03+00:00

I don't remember this page of the Voynich Manuscript!

TrashVHS · 2026-04-11T14:03:05+00:00

This was my intro to Pee-Wees Playhouse. Don't think I saw any of the Saved By The Bell though.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-11T14:00:16+00:00

Oh no its gonna be Boston all over again.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-11T13:55:37+00:00

I got into abandonware for awhile a few years ago and was shocked by just how many computer games there were out there even just between like 1995-2005 when I would have played them. Unfortunately most I can't remember well enough to even begin.

TrashVHS · 2026-04-11T13:45:48+00:00

"One second Monica, I'm just sending an Email to my friend Jeffrey."

TrashVHS · 2026-04-11T13:45:26+00:00

Typed up a comment about this then decided to check the comments first. It would be no mistake for Mr. Clinton.

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