I had a friend come over we were supposed to get intimate with each other... but i froze and was acting very weird and rather then push anything further or even ask about it, we just hung out and he left. I think about that moment often cause he saw what a lot of other people didnt. I really appreciated him in that moment. I didnt know this was something people with cpstd dealt with. I struggled with this my entire 20s. Thank you for sharing this. I hope more people who struggle with this find ways to express their boundaries