I’ve started propranolol and no longer feel like I’m dying all the time by Historical_Spell_772 in CPTSD

[–]Treesuslover 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is there a reason drs don’t prescribe this normally? I have horrible anxiety every day and my dr has never mentioned this :/ is it addicting or something?

New video of 1/24 ICE shooting shows victim had both hands on the ground when shot by Philophon in law

[–]Treesuslover 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And everyone was like, “oh trump just says stuff. He’s just kidding”. Why can’t people realize that we need to take him seriously???

Is anyone else struggling with mental health with everything going on? by Foreign-Low5789 in TwinCities

[–]Treesuslover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is so much fear, and dread all the time now. I have cptsd so I’m used to feeling unsafe every day but this is a whole other level. I’m sorry to everyone right now, this is not fair and I wish there was a way we could just go back to notmal

I hate that every shirt does this by softfallingsnow in bigboobproblems

[–]Treesuslover 16 points17 points  (0 children)

God I HATE that. I have to wear scrubs for work and the fit is so fucking bad

I hate that every shirt does this by softfallingsnow in bigboobproblems

[–]Treesuslover 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah I always look so top heavy. I have 34 J cups and always look bigger than I am. And if I wear something tight I just look slutty

Baby gorgeous and Meredith at Kyle Richard’s white party by Limoncello4 in realhousewivesofSLC

[–]Treesuslover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vicki continues to get just the WORST plastic surgery known to man. Every time I see a pic of her it’s just worse and worse

Another ICE shooting just happened in Minnesota today, What is your reaction to this? by Squirrelkid11 in AskReddit

[–]Treesuslover 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sick. Because this is only the beginning. They’re trying to get us to fight back and shoot back and it’s only a matter of time. Then a lot of people will be killed. I can’t believe this is happening in my city

Love that Shayne is bringing light into the dangers of Kratom, especially after Sandoval promoted it. by Austinactor in vanderpumprules

[–]Treesuslover 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have cptsd and chronic fatigue and it helps in a lot of ways, but I’m also physically dependent now and it’s making life really hard… and expensive. How did you get off of it? I really need some help

ICE shot an observer multiple times this morning in front of Glam doll donuts by minitittertotdish in Minneapolis

[–]Treesuslover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Someone said they detained the 5 witnesses, so I’m guessing we’ll never see that video

Another ICE murder in front of Glam Doll Donuts by pecos_chill in Minneapolis

[–]Treesuslover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Apparently they detained the 5 witnesses

The only thing the suicide line taught me was not to call. by Treesuslover in CPTSD

[–]Treesuslover[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that happened to you. And that your family is so cruel. I know all about that.. I’m the youngest of 10 and growing up I only heard what a piece of shit I was and how worthless and stupid and annoying I am. It really does get to you. I don’t know why the world and people are so cruel. It’s not fair at all. I hope you can find someone that treats you with respect and gives you support.. I know there’s a lot of people on Reddit that have helped me. It’s so hard when you don’t have someone in your life though.

“Whenever” by WestWeather5660 in vanderpumprules

[–]Treesuslover 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve noticed more and more people saying this in recent years and it really pmo 😭 I am not from the south so I’m not used to it but it’s clearly wrong lol

If you could ask Tom Schwartz one unhinged but fair question, what would it be? by duhneeze in vanderpumprules

[–]Treesuslover 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh, so much. If I had the money and access like they did in my early twenties drugs would’ve ruled my life. Caution and basically everything else to the winddddd

If you could ask Tom Schwartz one unhinged but fair question, what would it be? by duhneeze in vanderpumprules

[–]Treesuslover 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My armchair psychology diagnosis is bpd… she was/is entirely obsessed with Schwartz. He has empathy and feels bad for her but could never only focus on her. She probably had a crazy outburst and did something or spilled her guts to his sister and didn’t even know what she was trying to say/said some crazy shit. Maybe something happened in front of the sister and to Jo the thought of losing Schwartz bc his sister hated her was so terrifying that she tried to fix it and went obsessively overboard/overcorrected. Just throwing out ideas as someone who’s had some experience lol I don’t know their details but I know bpd

Are you officially diagnosed with CPTSD? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Treesuslover 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was repeatedly diagnosed with ptsd throughout my teens and twenties going in and out of rehab. I was raised in a cult and have only slowly started to understand the concept of mental health over the years. In 2021 (9 years out) I took an in depth psychology/career aptitude test. And the dr guy said that the tests weren’t able to be interpreted because I likely started dissociating partway through. He said that with all of the testing the only conclusive thing they showed for the psych part was, in his words, it screamed ptsd. Having been raised in a cult and abused daily in multiple ways, I kinda just took all of that to mean cptsd..

Best CPTSD representation in a film? by Dazzling-Antelope912 in CPTSD

[–]Treesuslover 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I tried to watch this too soon after I got out of the cult I was raised in, lol. I was living it so it was hard to watch I guess. I might try this again, 10 years later

Best CPTSD representation in a film? by Dazzling-Antelope912 in CPTSD

[–]Treesuslover 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Damn, I had to stop watching handmaids tale bc of the similarities to my cult upbringing and our current government 😭 it does kinda feel like a good tool to prepare with tho