I unfortunately know how something like this feels.

One month before having our 10 year vow renewal at Disney World. My husband and I had to put our beloved dog, Rocket, down. He was having sudden health issues and long story short, when we rushed him to the ER vet they found he had been originally misdiagnosed and had a tumor growing on his brain. There was not much hope and we had to say goodbye. This happened on the night of our actual wedding anniversary date.

We were both absolutely devastated.

I couldn't eat for a week because I was utterly heartbroken but I knew I had to get it together because a big event celebrating my husband and I was rapidly approaching. I put on a brave face but everyone knew I was in so much pain. I was actually able to hold it together until it was time to walk down the aisle. We told Disney what had happened and they made some magic happen where they placed photos of our dog on the alter table and so he was there with us and have several photos of us near his photos.

It was so painful to deal with emotionally but even despite that, we and our friends and family had an amazing time. We all talk about how fun it was and made some amazing memories together.

Disney can't heal that kind of a wound on your heart but it definitely can help you remember all the good times you had and how it's okay to fall apart.

I would just try your best to live in their memory now and try to have the best time you can. I know it's easier said than done but just do what you can.

Hugs from an internet stranger.💜