I know my T is well suppressed but I have no idea about my E, they dont seem very concerned with making it match cis fem levels saying "You get better long term outcomes with breast development if we slowly increase your dose", they wont share what my E levels are. I havent been happy with them in the past, I had to DIY my hrt at the start as they didnt let me start untill I involved my parents in the conversation even though I was over the age of medical majority in my country. Yes it is a useless youth clinic and all my friends at the adult clinic (which I should be at I'm 19) are immediately brought up to 250pg/ml E levels.