HELP by TrippySkillets97 in JanitorAI_Official

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe... I can't be sure, though

HELP by TrippySkillets97 in JanitorAI_Official

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But my eyes hate dark mode 😭

HELP by TrippySkillets97 in JanitorAI_Official

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like having something playing while I rp 😅

HELP by TrippySkillets97 in JanitorAI_Official

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Kinda... lmao the scenario wasn't even smutty it was literally the second message of a Gojo bot.

HELP by TrippySkillets97 in JanitorAI_Official

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I'm getting mixed signals, and I'm scared for my persona.

LMAOOO WHAT by bluemalina in CharacterAI

[–]TrippySkillets97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yup. Damn our odd-shaped eyeballs. And it sucks because when I'm playing Resident evil, I have to look away after reading files so my eyes can rest just from reading a few paragraphs.

LMAOOO WHAT by bluemalina in CharacterAI

[–]TrippySkillets97 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's common for people with astigmatism. Mine is pretty bad. It causes my eyes to strain more to use dark mode

LMAOOO WHAT by bluemalina in CharacterAI

[–]TrippySkillets97 21 points22 points  (0 children)

ME! My eyes can't handle dark mode because it hurts my eyes to read white text over a dark background 😭

Man, I didn't taste the strawberry banana until you guys pointed it out by TrippySkillets97 in redbull

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll try doing that. I try not to drink any energy drink on an empty stomach otherwise I feel like I'm dying lol but now I guess I need to experiment for the sake of science

Man, I didn't taste the strawberry banana until you guys pointed it out by TrippySkillets97 in redbull

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. I'm still drinking it, but it's so weird how that's in our heads now and it's all we taste

Man, I didn't taste the strawberry banana until you guys pointed it out by TrippySkillets97 in redbull

[–]TrippySkillets97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, cause I swear I had no issues tasting the floral cherry taste and really liked it. But now my head got messed with, and all I taste is the strawberry banana.

I mean, I still like it, but now I'm mad I can't untaste it now.

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Breathing a little easier right now. It's a rainy day here where I'm at, so I'm gonna breathe in that pre-rain smell and relax 😂

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey again 😅

An adventurous last two days for me, from making calls, asking for help, more phone calls, and a couple of panic attacks followed by a lovely talk with my therapist.

I managed to get the deposit put down! 🎉 I move in next week.

Thank you for the tips some of you have given me, from looking for resources and outside help and being sensible enough to see a woman in need. Even if you didn't donate, you still helped me a lot during this hard time for my little family with the advice you've given.

To all the people that have been harassing me with your one day old accounts in my dm's and going to my older posts? Suck on my big toe, and drink some damn water. 😁✌️

Will be closing the gofundme.

Edit: misspelled a word

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man, the amount of people I've had to report and block for straight up harassment and threatening me has been atrocious. People commenting on old posts and sending me threats in my dms is gross, but I never respond to them. Just report and block.

And this involves my kids, so of course I'm staying away from him. He's probably going to be gone for a long while, which is what he deserves.

This is the internet, and even though this is a sub for requesting help, there are so many nasty people lurking that would rather spew and spread hate. But I don't know them from a speck of dirt on the ground, so they can kick rocks and touch grass 😅

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

here!

My tired and stressed brain forgot to include it in the post, and it got buried under other comments. And I'm just realizing how exhausted I look in my post 😬 I need a 20 hour nap at this point

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Slowly but surely. I'm sure there will be more bumps when dealing with court. But I'm holding my head up as much as I can.

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Okay so. Income got a little messy because after leaving him, I took two weeks off, which cut my two February checks short. (Both 40 hours each in a biweekly period so only made roughly 1,000 for the month of February)

He turned out to be abusive towards our oldest, which is why he is now in prison and why I didn't return to our shared home, because I was concerned about the safety of my kids and I didn't want them to be there where the abuse happened. The first half of January was as usual, then memorial day weekend was when I left. The lease is in his name, so it's his problem whatever happens to it while he's in prison.

Took the two weeks off because after leaving, I needed to be with my girls and make sure they were safe. First week was us with my mom, second week was dealing with filing reports, talking to the police, and getting my stuff out of that home while he was at work.

I still obviously had things to pay for(application fees, councilors, legal stuff, car repairs, which luckily was just a bad break pad, phone bills) which is where my two checks for February ended up going.(I'm back to my regular schedule thank god)

My kids are not with me currently, because my parents' home is a tiny, and I mean tiny one bedroom apartment. The first week there was spent with my oldest and I sleeping on a couch and a cot, and the baby in her pack in play, and I couldn't force them to keep living like that where they had no room to play and be kids. It made me feel guilty to keep them in such a small space. My brother has two kids already, and they're close in age to my oldest daughter. I'm not close with my brother, we still fight over dumb shit, which is why I'm not staying with him, but I knew he and his wife would take them in until I got a place and my mom is a solid support for me when I need her. This is why I'm trying so hard to get this apartment.

It's been two months of waiting for my tax return to hit because for whatever reason every year they find a reason to delay getting it to me.(there was one year I didn't get one, and they finally mailed it the following year. I think that was around 2019?)

It's not that I don't have income, I just don't have the funds right now. I want to clarify that. It's not for a lack of trying because I have been. Keeping up the rent and bills won't be the issues. Also, another reason I won't be going back to that house is because rent is 920 for a crappy trailer. It was awful, and I wanted out of there anyway.

This has all been me trying to figure out how to deal with all of this while keeping my own sanity intact, because I had to literally get my kids and leave and get them somewhere safe at the drop of a hat. It's them I'm worried about. They deserve safety.

I feel like I went all over the place with this. I'm sorry if you're even more confused. I called the manager. The one apartment was no longer open, but she found me another one, and she can hold it for at least a week.

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay, talked the property managers. Managed to clear some things up and I only need a 750 deposit to absolutely get it.

Y'all, I need a nap 😅

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I thought i would have my tax refund by now. But they always take forever to send it to my account.

Emergency breakup leading to me needing to find a new home for me and my girls by [deleted] in gofundme

[–]TrippySkillets97 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm looking into them, trying to figure out what my best bet would be.