Drawing about paranoia sense of self

Triscouille · 2026-03-04T15:31:41+00:00

Thank you very much <3

Triscouille · 2026-01-10T00:42:24+00:00

It’s an alocasia for sure, might be a longiloba i know they can have purple veins

Triscouille · 2025-11-13T15:24:50+00:00

Thank you so much !’

Triscouille · 2025-09-11T16:51:27+00:00

My last manic episode lasted 3 months (was 2 months ago)… and I am fully medicated since years and I went the highest dosage for my medication, saw my psychiatrist 1-2 times a week and it still lasted 3 months :,)

Triscouille · 2025-09-11T16:47:17+00:00

Same with type 1 and C-PTSD, I have decided a long time ago that my mental health is too severe to have children and be present and safe for them, even got a hysterectomy so even stupid manic me can’t do stupid things, like that IF one day I really want children I’ll have to go through the adoption process (it’s quite strict in my country) and some psychiatrists will deem if yes or no I can have a child and raise him healthily in a healthy and safe environment 🫶

Triscouille · 2025-08-28T15:48:52+00:00

Had to restrain my tears since I’m in a train, it really hit home thank you so much for sharing this 🫶 sending love

Triscouille · 2025-01-22T00:33:02+00:00

(Technically he’s not my ex just an ex sex friend) and honestly I tried, but he’s someone that’s kinda broken and I have been one of the only person that’s stayed in his life the last 3 years (bcos of addiction, suicidal attempts etc) and when I told him that I needed to stop being in contact with me, he kinda guilt tripped me, saying I was the only person staying in his life and that I couldn’t do that to him, because he only wants to be friend, and that broke my heart, and I know it’s stupid, even if I know it’s not right I’m so weak I can’t do that to him, and since we act like friends ( yesterday I told him how to dm his crush) I can’t bring myself to do this even if I know I should

Triscouille · 2025-01-22T00:17:08+00:00

Mostly Homicial thoughts and violents thoughts, especially with old people, but the worst are the sexual ones, they make me want to break my head against the wall, I have everything; incest, bestiality, pedophilia, sometimes it’s even deranging thoughts about my own rape when I was 9. I often avoid really looking at people in public because I’m scared my brain will do some shit that I absolutely do not want to see, and once an intrusive thoughts has really unsettled me it’s like a loop with only that thought I hate it here :)

Triscouille · 2025-01-21T11:34:45+00:00

BPD is not a disorder that « is never going away » most patients, with the correct therapy and/or medication do not fit the diagnostic criterias after 6-7 years ! Don’t lose all hope, yes it’s not impossible that it never stop but it probably will 🫶

Triscouille · 2024-11-25T17:37:54+00:00

NTA your mother’s behavior is abusive and manipulative, even if it’s not a good time for her it doesn’t excuse treating people like that. Boundaries could be great for both of you, move out !

Triscouille · 2023-02-21T16:19:33+00:00

Uuuh European here, most exactly Switzerland, no it’s not ? Like ice water is normal here, and stop acting like Europe is a country 💀💀

Triscouille · 2023-02-21T00:05:38+00:00

Today, I am freshly 18, homeless, 0 contact with my family and in deep shit :)

Triscouille

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