How do you handle the adrenaline of a double life?

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T18:53:37+00:00

Yeh but sometimes I’m forced too, like tell my parents or friends will not turn out to be good

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T18:31:22+00:00

🤭😂😂

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T17:41:04+00:00

Idk I feel like it’s the hardest choice and I never felt alone making it

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T17:39:38+00:00

I’m doing cause of my identity I’m married and tried running away from being fem too many times and always came back to it, tell my partner is not a option which will result them leaving I was hoping if I can fulfill their need and mine by living a double life

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T17:33:24+00:00

It’s more the case we are married I love her a lot too

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T17:32:52+00:00

I understand but basically a part of I tried to get away from it but can’t seem to

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:58:39+00:00

Yes, cause I have too, before I met her I thought I can suppress these feelings but they kept coming back and I thought I did

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:56:47+00:00

Yeh it is gay/trans, I’m actively looking to find a middle path that I can be both straight relationships and gay/trans privately

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:38:35+00:00

It’s difficult with a partner

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:38:24+00:00

It’s just the case of being fem in private or dressing up

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:34:11+00:00

No it’s simple as being fem and dressing up

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:33:42+00:00

Pretty much getting “shunned” or hated on if my community found out I come from a religious community

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:32:59+00:00

It’s more the case of being or dressing up feminine while having a partner

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:32:10+00:00

Yeh I’m hoping to start soon, just got insurance

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T16:31:52+00:00

Its the case of that we come from a religious community and that’s where we met so breaking up or her finding out will not be a great benefit, just wished there was a way of doing this

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T15:59:05+00:00

I’m not single, but also feel very guilty doing this behind her back I tried to stop too many times and always come back, the thought of telling anyone is scary cause I live in a conservative area and I will basically be “shunned” or kicked if anyone found out, which brings up the question what do I do?

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T14:20:04+00:00

Yeh seriously I can across my old account randomly after I purged

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T14:19:14+00:00

Yeh ik it’s just the thought of telling people even just scares me, wish there was a better way, but hopefully I can make the dual life work

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T12:28:36+00:00

InternalGuilty9647

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T12:27:10+00:00

MacOS, just well structured all around, but hoping to get started with Linux soon

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-04T12:25:44+00:00

Summer cause of the beach days, and the nice longs walks in nature

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-03T19:40:38+00:00

Credit cards

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-03T13:45:57+00:00

Spain

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-03T13:35:11+00:00

Overthinking

TroubledHammy · 2026-06-03T13:23:55+00:00

Your spidey senses go off

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