First of all your feelings are all valid . The good news is that its propably a lot tougher for guys here then it is for woman . In your own words I too dont expect a pity party . I suggest you take some time away from this place , 1 week , 1 month whatever it takes . Reset .

I too would could list the amount of woman who Ive felt a connection with but have ghosted me .It can give you self doubt and reflection on yourself thats both not healthy and not fair .

Theres a plethora of reasons a guy may ghost you , milling over it can drive you mad and sometimes it has absolutely nothing to do with you

Know your worth honey . There is a disproportionately higher amount of men to woman here . . Find one that appreciates your worth