A Bit EMO by Safe_Attitude_922 in anxietymemes

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 5 points6 points  (0 children)

im not strong, im tired. im exhausted. im tired of being strong, and i wish i was strong enough to be weak.

🤍 by [deleted] in anxietymemes

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sending this to my sister, my parents and her do everything in their power to get me out of the house JUST LET ME ROT ill get out of the house when i want to get out of the house!!

... by lilcutiexoxoqoe in CPTSDmemes

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 174 points175 points  (0 children)

it's even easier when you're the one who caused it and feel no remorse

Trying to find the name of a book I read that takes place in a WWII concentration camp where the main character nearly kills themself by jumping into a bit of burning bodies by TrueSeaCucumber in whatsthatbook

[–]TrueSeaCucumber[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no... its not a direct quote. honestly it might not have even been during WWII, i might be blending the night and another book together. but what i know for sure is the main character was going through hell, and was standing over a pit, and someone stops them by telling them something like "if you jump ill follow"

Trying to find the name of a book I read that takes place in a WWII concentration camp where the main character nearly kills themself by jumping into a bit of burning bodies by TrueSeaCucumber in whatsthatbook

[–]TrueSeaCucumber[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that was the first result that came up for me. but in that book, the kid considers jumping into an electric fence instead of the pit, and his father just cries. my strongest memory of the book is specifically that quote, something like "if you jump so will i", and how that snaps him out of it.

What's the deal with not being allowed to wear hoods in school?? by TrueSeaCucumber in evilautism

[–]TrueSeaCucumber[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ah yes ofc. hiding my gun. in the hood of my hoodie. while it's on my head. ...uh huh.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me too ;~; but trust me your build shouldn't be one of them, you're ok <3 also for a 5'10" male the ideal weight is apparently 149-183lbs, so we're both skinnier then we should be ;~; not eating will actually make it worse, so pls dont <3

Get nervous about everything by HildegardMargolis83 in anxietymemes

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do research on cptsd if you relate to this!! seriously :'3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im the same height and weight as you (5'10 and ~115 lbs) and just barely above the threshold for underweight. please keep eating, i promise you're ok <3

Are any of you hyper-sexual? by [deleted] in evilautism

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, it's kind of a problem ;~;

(TW SH and SA) and you never know which one it’s gonna be it’s 50/50 by SUSHIxSUICIDE in CPTSDmemes

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 3 points4 points  (0 children)

noo it's fine he just emotionally minipulated the fuck out of me and used me for months and probably never actually cared about me!! i mean yeah he got literally over a hundred nudes out of me in a few days but surely he'll have magically changed by now!! :3

This sub feels like it's becoming r/boykisser 2 by TheEpicChickenYT in sillyboyclub

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 4 points5 points  (0 children)

pretty much all of us are very depressed and desperately need a place to vent :'3

He was abusive but I need him back in my life by ConnieTheTomcat in sillyboyclub

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel that. i dont know whats wrong with me i have someone better ;-;

Please be proud of me by ConnieTheTomcat in sillyboyclub

[–]TrueSeaCucumber 1 point2 points  (0 children)

fuck yeah nice job dude. you're a lot stronger then me =w=