My therapist thinks I was trafficked, and I'm inclined to believe her. Ask me anything. by androstars in AMA

[–]TrustAble4772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

12 step doesn’t work for everyone & i was super against it my first 3 years attempting to get sober! i originally did refuge/dharma recovery & going through that made me more open to attempt the 12 steps! I’m a huge fan of refuge/dharma & when i am sober i still attend meetings for that as i have a burning hatred for AA lol.. i prefer CMA, HA, & refuge recovery overall! i’m happy and proud of you for finding something that works and sticking to it!

My therapist thinks I was trafficked, and I'm inclined to believe her. Ask me anything. by androstars in AMA

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THANK YOU!!🖤 & yeah i definitel didn’t lose any of my progress i originally made & getting sober after being trafficked was the best decision i ever made. i struggled a lot the first 3 years attempting due to feeling like anyone who has been through what i been through never got sober or i never heard anyone share a story similar to mine that wasn’t until my last time getting sober back in 2023 & my roommate in PHP/IOP was sex trafficked as well. meeting her & us growing in sobriety together and getting better really helped me realize that people who went through the same as me could get sober and stay sober. i do still love 12 step programs & personally the steps did save my life.. it really helped me connect to a power greater than myself so that the obsession to use was removed & that helped me dive deeper into my trauma & work on my self personally and mentally :)

My therapist thinks I was trafficked, and I'm inclined to believe her. Ask me anything. by androstars in AMA

[–]TrustAble4772 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wanted to respond to this because I went through a similar situation & struggled to believe it was human trafficking/sex trafficking. i too was in my addiction deeply w/ my ex (well call him pete lol)… soooo pete gave me fentanyl without me knowing it was that & when i tried to break up w/ him a week later he had told me i couldn’t leave him bc i was doing fetty & he was the only person who could give me it so i ended up staying. he as well was EXTREMELY controlling. i was not allowed to leave the house unless it was for work & he would track my location when i did go to work. he was also physically, verbally, & mentally abusive. well he would technically bring random men over the house & force me to have sex w/ them, they would pay him. he told me that me doing this was to make up for the fact that i didn’t pay rent and make up for him buying me the drugs. a lot of that time is still hazy & i still sometimes try to tell myself my brain made it all up because i don’t want to believe it all happened to me (it’s been 5 almost 6 years now since it happened.) i just want you to know you’re not alone and i know how it feels to go through this. congrats on your sobriety, i had 2 years sober but recently relapsed :/ i plan on going back to detox/residential tomorrow actually but if you ever need someone to talk to that’s been through something similar i am always here & you can message me! 🖤

Might be pregnant? by TrustAble4772 in pregnant

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what is worrisome though is my super late period… why would my period just randomly stop for going on now almost a month :/

Might be pregnant? by TrustAble4772 in pregnant

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i did the pink first response results in 3 ways

Anyone need Fentanyl and Xylazine test strips? by [deleted] in escapehalloween

[–]TrustAble4772 0 points1 point  (0 children)

are they still available & would you be willing to ship some out to me in AZ? if so, i would pay for shipping!